oh gosh i got bored so i thought i'd msg u a msg will never read anyway... u know its kinda shit living here in perth without ya, soooo bored soo lonely but hey *bubbles* its only a few more weeks gna im imba happy like u have no clue i pretty much run up walls when i get to talk to u on skype. blah even though the feeling inst mutual i dont really care. i'd kill for u come to wai con with me but u'll never cuz ur a big noob! lolz no ur not im just a social misfit, well for a girl at least, well that how i feel at any rate. i think dad is right, mentaly ur more like a chick and im more like a dude. isnt that funny. there int wong with u being so metrosexual, ots frankly quite refreshing, i wish more guys would do it. there is still millions of things i wanna ask u but sort of dont have the guts cuz truth be told u still intimidate me. but i guess that sorta inspires me to do better cuz if there is one person's opinion i value highest of all it u (dad second). oh dear im a bit of an emotional wreck. i always immagined if our school was to bring in that 'most likely to....' thing that i'd be voted as 'most likely to commit sucide or end up in a mental hospital' i guess me writing this is kinda like writng an angry letter and throwing it away thing. but im not angry, just coo-coo bananas one thing i really wonder about is if u really want to go traveling with me, half the time it feels like im just irritating u by being arround. oh dear i really am quite anxious arround u. blah. if we were to go to china i'd so eat crickets and buggies and u can hold me to it. nom nom nom and totally buy a kimono and come back and walk arround the house with it pretending to be all grand and nonsence. tallking about dressing up i won a promotional flag for jim bean last weekend and i was walking around with it as a cape calling it my cape of alcholicisim-ness. hehe where did that joke start that u and lala have of me being headgirl of the aa start? that always puzzled me :P ah sigh i would have loved to have done a ba in theater arts *air bite* i actually need to go do my design fail and finish off my mass comm asignment blah so im gona go swallow a bottle of random pills i find lying around so yeah that since i really am only writing this to myself
