sorry no tree this year guys. i got too busy and for got to put one up on here.
Au Naturelle Content - 14 years, 6 days ago

8 months without my lover is entirely too long.
Au Naturelle Content - 14 years, 4 months, 19 days ago

I don't know how many of you who know me here know that i'm an atheistic pagan, and hello to the visitors. your comments are welcome too. i say this to say that spiritually my life is going haywire, but i think it's for the good. it's going to be crazy for awhile but i truly do believe it's for the good.

i'm trying to find balance right now. everything in my life seems to be going up in the air and i'm not sure i can catch it all or what to choose to miss in order to grasp other things. One of my lovers is locked away from me and doesn't know himself let alone me; lots of information i want or need is coming in my direction but i don't actually have the time to read it; my job is not appreciating me and is stressing me far more than they have the right to based on how much they pay me; i don't have the time to find a new job because of the one i'm currently working - that will end on the 22nd. i'm thankful for that; i need to pack so i can more and my parents are puching me to pack while i'm trying to make the work that i'm doing happen. my life is just stress on top of stress. there is no room for me in my life. i got this new deck of cards that's based in native american tradition. i'm pn the 15th of 44 cards and every card sounds like something i'm currently going through. someting i'm working on. FIFTEEN PROBLEMS FALLING ON A PERSON AT ONCE IS ENTIRELY TOO MUCH!!!!!! i love the deck, it calls to me. i read the card info every moment i can. and i am learning about myself, the cards and some about the native traditions, but i do not feel like i can get through this whole. there is so much that i'm doing because i need to in order to survive right now that i want to let go of but feel tat i can't and i have the feeling it's going to be ripped away from me and te question is will i be able to stand on my own without it? there is too much pressure piling on me. i'm going to combust and the immediate result will not be pretty. i try not to burn bridges but these seem to need to go.
Au Naturelle Content - 14 years, 8 months, 20 days ago

To every man ( not boys)


'Cause I know you're out there . . .

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

...This one bulletin is for you...

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this 'cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy...

Au Naturelle Content - 15 years, 4 months, 24 days ago

why is it when itrains it pours? it's crazy again but his time i'm throughly enjoying it instead of loving what i'm doing but not the crazy. part of the crazy is my doing so i better enjoy it.
Au Naturelle Content - 16 years, 2 months, 6 days ago