well this is a great week, Lady Morgan told me She was pleased so far with my behaviour and She gave me some hope that She might have some time to chat a bit with me this week end. Of course i know that it is only a possibility and that She might not at the end have the time but it is a bit like playing the lotery, before you get the result you can dream of winning...so here i am dreaming of having the chance to talk a bit with Her this week end ;-)
Chris reveur "Esclave" Content - 15 years, 10 months, 12 days ago

wow Lady Morgan said hello to me today...it was so great, i have actually been begging Her to say a word to me and She did ! i hope i am on the good path to please Her ...
Chris reveur "Esclave" Content - 15 years, 10 months, 12 days ago

i am starting to realise new aspect of submissions, thanks to Lady Morgan, i now know that i have to wait for Her to have some time for me and not the other way around. i have to wait until She wants to talk to me and cannot expect Her to have much time for me. i am now at a point where being pet seems a reward and can'it imagine what it is going to be when She will accept to send me a word or comment. strangely i am waiting peacefully, anxiously ok but not fooling around on hp, i only connect to see if She is online or if She has left me a message or a comment. i guess, i hope, i am on the right path, assuming my desire to submit and to be trained by Lady Morgan...i am growing up ;-)
Chris reveur "Esclave" Content - 15 years, 10 months, 13 days ago

Day two, it looks like Lady Morgan has found a way to teach me patience...i have no sign of Her at all even when She is online, She told me to wait until She calls on me. i guess that is the way it has to be and to be honest i am now logging in with fasten heart beats hoping at least to have been pet by Her. Anyway, if waiting is to be the path to gain Her trust, i will wait it until She calls on me.
Chris reveur "Esclave" Content - 15 years, 10 months, 17 days ago

Confession: i have been a while on HP, chating with a lot of Domme and disapointing them...being disloyal...i have that soul of a slave traped into a male body controled by a selfish male brain. i have met Lady Morgan a few months ago and disapointed Her too. She gave me another chance and i will make sure not to waste it. i am not sure what to expect from our relation but at least i will fully devote to make it work and to be loyal. i know i need to be trained (and i wish to be) as a servant/slave, whatever She desires. i am now waiting for Her instructions and i do not know why but i have the feeling this time that i am ready (but only my act will confirm that). Do not ask me why i trust Her, i do, there is no specific reason, just a feeling of trust that is there for me. i will obey Her.
Chris reveur "Esclave" Content - 15 years, 10 months, 18 days ago