maybe it's time for another tale... I am having weird days this week. First my dad and i went to clubbing to find him a girlfriend hooking place, ended up dancing with eachother. My doggie hurt her leg during the vacation i went with my girl friends. Well girls never get along do they... yeah i was hurt seeing my supposedly best girl friend ever getting all jealous and trying to get into the center of the attention all the time. It appeared to me that everything was better with me and my girlfriends when i was a cold, harsh asocial girl so that they could proove they're the cutest ones. Once i started to be so easygoing and kind, socialising everywhere i go, having people laugh at my jokes everything turned upside down. Women competition ruined every friendship i had. Would it be better now if i pretended to be a asocialised bitch now? i was happy when they were the cute ones, why can't they? i guess i'll never know...

Unknown "pet" Calm - 16 years, 2 months, 10 days ago

I am Having a Hell of a Day in an ugly meaning... You know some days you just feel like the universe has an evil plan on you, as if, every creature in the earth is programmed to torture you in that day. That's the kinda day I am living today! My dogs gone crazy, My BF is practically insane and enjoys f..cking my brain today about how I am not an appropriate human being. My dad's playing hard to get. I guess the only person who likes me even today is my little sister. I don't know why am i even writing here but I think I need to get it out of my system so that I won't hate myself in the end! Life was just so easy when you were 5 years old kid with a lot of impossible dreams. It gets shitty when you get older and still have impossible dreams like a 5 year old kid, and sensitive too. I wish I was never born at all, or at least grow up like just a normal girl. Ordinary... Would be nicer...
Unknown "pet" Calm - 16 years, 2 months, 29 days ago

Had a funny night last night.My boyfriend came over with his doggy "Quba", my doggys playmate and future hubby (mine is Sushi). So after 2 hours of playing with Sushi and Quba we (unlike normal couples) decided to play need for speed"most wanted" on my comp. after hours of downloading -and it was already 6 am by then- we wanted at least to be able to play a little. Well we didn't sleep at all:D. I am so happy that I have a silly boyfriend to share this stupid moments(hours,days,months,years...) with me. Don't get me wrong we absolutely do some functional things too! :P Now I get to open a tarot reading for my auntie. See ya!!
Unknown "pet" Calm - 16 years, 3 months, 2 days ago

As a wannabe interior designer I am redecorating my unfinished room for next season of the school. Lifting my bed to 90 centimeters(yeah little bit too much but it looks good:) ) painting the walls and wallpapers artistically for a darker and mystical yet refreshing view. Gonna upload a photo after it's finished hehe. need money though...
Unknown "pet" Calm - 16 years, 3 months, 4 days ago