I took her in my arms. Lifted her up in the air and hugged her tightly. Her hair tickled my face. She wrapped her legs around me. I started to wonder if she noticed how happy I was to see her. I felt a shiver down my spine as she kissed me. I answered hungrily. She tasted strawberries and she smelled like a field of flowers. Her lips soft and teasing. I looked into her eyes and felt they were reflecting her soul. She was for real. Not just a dream anymore. And she was here for me. I took her luggage and her hand, and we walked slowly towards my car. She played with my fingers, smiled and laughed all the way. Even the most silly jokes made her laugh, and I loved her laughter. I loved her looks, her soul, her mind. I loved her everything. And she was finally mine. The future was once again bright....
Nils "Needs a spanking" Inspired - 15 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

Falling down

The darkness overwhelmingly closing in
Leaving me short of breath
It has happened again
Everything I have done my best to avoid
I am still following this pattern I am desperate to leave
Making the wrong choices
I have no one to blame but myself
My head is filled with chaos
As I try to solve the code
The code to happiness
The code to finding true love

I keep falling
Falling down
I heal myself and get on my feet
Only to relive the pain
Over and over again

The grieving will soon be over
Giving me a brand new start
The ones that hurt you
Never worthy the pain
Still it is hard to let them go
The past has now made me a cynic
It will be difficult to release my heart
To trust completely again
Sad to think that someone innocent might pay
For what the past has brought on me
But getting my heart back in pieces
Just hurts too much

I keep falling
Falling down
I heal myself and get on my feet
Only to relive the pain
Over and over again
Nils "Needs a spanking" Inspired - 15 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

Even though you're far away
I think about you every day
My love is strong and very true
I only want to be with you
Now you seem to fade away
And turn my days from white to grey
I want it to be you and me
A couple we were meant to be
I do not know what's going on
You might have feelings that are gone
But pushing me too far away
Will never make me wanna stay
Now's the time to look at me
Hold me close or set me free
I always love with all my heart
It hurts so much to be apart
Your absence makes me feel naive
Forgotten sparks we might retrieve
You need to open up to me
Why you changed so obviously
Be true and let your heart conclude
Why you left me in this mood
You're the one that makes me glow
The times I really feel your love
But if it's really not to be
I'm gonna take it gracefully
You helped me when I was in need
I'll always love you for that deed

So how about communicating?
Nils "Needs a spanking" Inspired - 15 years, 10 months, 5 days ago

I have never known how it feels
Recurring dreams as they are
Making my head spin
Longing for a new start
Holding my feelings in
As you're drifting away
You don't need more pressure
As life's chaos anyway
You need time to find yourself
To do what's best for you

And maybe some day
And maybe somehow
We will find a new start
And maybe some day
And maybe somehow
We will be together
Charging for a new start

And when I'm sitting here alone
My mind keeps playing tricks
The memory of your face
The lips I never kissed
The eyes I always miss
The smile that knocked me back
As you gave me that stare
I wish we could go back
But time has not been kind
Leaving me well behind

And maybe some day
And maybe somehow
We will find a new start
And maybe some day
And maybe somehow
We will be together
Charging for a new start

Nils "Needs a spanking" Inspired - 15 years, 12 months, 3 days ago

This is my attempt to be an artist. My son wanted me to paint a Gormiti. An ancient monster from the island Gorm. His name is Sporius, and he is an evil mother.... errr... LOL...
Nils "Needs a spanking" Inspired - 16 years, 2 months, 6 days ago