I still want to love and want to believe that peace is possible, but going over the past years in my mind, I doubt it all. I have a real hatred towards most people. Everyone tries to conform to this image of what they should be or what other people tell them to be, and no one is original anymore. Even now I'm only repeating what hundreds of people before me have said. Anyway, don't follow the flock of sheep- break away. Find yourself. Find what you love and what you need to sustain in this life, and fuck the rest.
Unknown "Raya <3" Loving - 16 years, 2 months, 25 days ago

Racist.
If you're a white person, this is what you are. It doesn't even matter if your partner is black and you have an adopted child from India, or how many black friends you have, somehow you're going to end up being a racist according to how the media portrays the white person.

The white person is the one that is stereotyped as being racist, which is hypocrisy at its best. It's racist to assume that just white people are racists.

Racists can occur within any ethnicity, and no one ethnicity as a whole is racist. In fact, to say that all members of a given ethnicity are racist, or that all racists are of a given ethnicity, that is, well... racist. Talk about being no better than those you complain about...
Unknown "Raya <3" Loving - 16 years, 3 months, 7 days ago

Is it sad that I just turned 17 and already I'm completely terrified for my future?
I fucked up through school with truancy and now I'll probably never get into a decent college. I'm doubting I can do the career I've always wanted to do since I was 5 because you have to have almost PERFECT grades to get into that type of school and even if you do, it doesn't necessarily mean you'll get in, or make it.. I have ABSOLUTELY no idea what I want to be or what I want to do. You need to make these decisions young so you can set up a life for yourself. I'm afraid I'm never going to amount to anything and that I've already ruined my life before It's even begun..
And this isn't even half of my future fears right now... But we'll get into that later..
Unknown "Raya <3" Loving - 16 years, 4 months, 21 days ago

I turned 17 years old today. :)

Unknown "Raya <3" Loving - 16 years, 4 months, 22 days ago

Why do people INSIST on pursuing things that can never go any further than they already have. It's like... continuously playing a broken record that stops and repeats itself at the same section every single time. It's a waste of time, and you don't have much of that in life. Let go of the things that once were and will never be because life is too short, and there's much better things out there you're missing because you won't move on.
Unknown "Raya <3" Loving - 16 years, 5 months, 6 days ago