Forever I'll Wait


I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch

There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by

If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile

To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away

If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you
Unknown "pinhead" Wild - 15 years, 8 months, 26 days ago

I Wonder


... I wonder where you are
Lost inside with no where to go
I stand here helpless
Reaching to you, so far away

... I wonder who you are
Searching carelessly in this world
I can't find you anywhere
Still, I remember your face

... I wonder how you are
Or even if your feelings remain the same
Mixed thoughts and emotions
Don't worry, I'm doing fine

... I wonder when you'll see me
The love I hold in my heart for you
Amazed by your beautiful eyes
I want to see you again

... I wonder why things happen
How we were separated
Only hoping the day will soon come
All I can do is wait

... I wonder how fate works
Mysteriously bringing us together
Slowly pulling us apart
We stand the test of time
I Wonder..

... I wonder what's wrong
Won't you call out my name
I hear your voice no longer
Where did you go

... I wonder where the love went
Lonely, I sit here
Peacefully within myself
Sighs of distress venture out

... I wonder why you had to go
My sorrow rolls down my face
As you disappear slowly
Will you come back?

... I wonder if you'll return
If you'll be the same person
If you'll love me the same
Time takes its toll

... I wonder who we are
Hopelessly lost in love
I wait for your return
To hold me and love me

... I wonder ...
Unknown "pinhead" Wild - 15 years, 9 months, 15 days ago

Drops of Sadness



Sitting in the dark
Moonbeams on my face
The arrow hit its mark
Feeling so alone; feel so out of place.

Desperately seeking answers, but no one to ask
Life now seems to be an ill-burdened task.
Helplessly wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Constantly praying that this pain would soon leave.

Drops of Sadness falling from my eyes
Broken dreams covering the blackened skies.
Wanting to run so far, far away
Wishing that Oblivion would greet the dawning day.

Thinking back on the time gone by,
Wondering exactly where things went awry.
Detesting that I just could not see
That I am the one who brought this affliction upon me.

Desiring so much to just move on,
Wanting so badly for the pain to be gone.
Hoping endlessly that I could just forget you,
Realizing at last, nothing you said was ever true.

Quietly questioning why it had to be me;
Did I really deserve your cold cruelty?
Sitting alone with my thoughts tearing me apart,
Why did you aim your arrow straight at my heart?
Unknown "pinhead" Wild - 15 years, 9 months, 20 days ago

Would You Ever?




Would you ever hold the night
With just a single hand?
Would you ever let me go,
And make me understand?

Would you ever kiss me softly,
As if that kiss meant good-bye?
Would you hold me, oh so closely,
If I was to start to cry?

Would the tears I cried for you
Make you feel my pain?
Or would you not care for me one bit,
And my hurt would be in vain?

Would a simple question,
Remain unanswered?
Or if you were asked who you love,
Would I be your answer?

Would you keep your word
Of being always together?
Or would this lonely life of mine
Last forever?

If I told you I felt sad
Would you come be by my side?
If I was to get you mad,
Would it hurt you deep inside?

Don't ever tell me you don't care
Because I just know that isn't true.
If your heart decided to love someone,
...Would I be the one for you?
Unknown "pinhead" Wild - 15 years, 9 months, 20 days ago

Broken


Can you hear
my heart breaking...?
a million pieces
crashing
d
o
w
n
each element
a segment of who you are
memories and heartbeats
intertwined
a rope that would never break
I thought...
I lie
surrounded by broken
feelings, hopes-
a heart that can
no longer beat
or feel
leaving me
empty and alone
Darkness has come
yet, there's still more waiting...
to reach inside
and take me apart
soul from body
body from soul
A life does not exsist heartless
and so my spirit dies
surrounded by
broken pieces of you.
Unknown "pinhead" Wild - 15 years, 9 months, 20 days ago