there are so few things that I hail as true / one is that others are affected by what you do / think thru your decisions, "this will effect who?" / because if you don't, the one you screw is you!
Unknown "blue" Lonely - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago

I can imagin you here
holding me tight
But the emptiness remains
just the same
Memories cannot replace
Time will not erase
The ecstasy of holding you tight.
Each kiss, each caress
Has been placed within
the twilight of mind
Thousands of shining stars of love,
Each named after you
I cherish each one
as I gaze upon them
while making my wishes
Will they come true, come true?
Unknown "blue" Lonely - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago

I'm looking up at the starry sky,
So filled with cosmic light,
And wondering why things never seem
To go exactly right.
I wish that you were here with me,
Embraced in a warm hold,
To assure you that things will all work out,
And shelter you from the cold.

'Cause I feel as though I'm losing you
To others' shattered dreams.
The fabric we began to weave
Is bursting at the seams.

The moon is a brilliant shade of blue,
As if we're going to drown
In all the bitter sadness of
The darkness all around.
I want us to surface and survive,
And that's not just a whim;
And now's the time for us to decide
Whether to sink or swim.


I'm not mad at you,
No matter what you may believe.
I'm sorry too for all
That's causing you to grieve.
I want to be there for you;
I want to help you through this.
I just want things to be the way
The way that they could be.
Unknown "blue" Lonely - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago

I sit in and dwell on faces past
Like memories seem to fade
No colour left but black and white
And soon will all turn grey
But may these shadows rise to walk again
With lessons truly learnt
When the blossom flowers in each our hearts
Shall beat a new found flame
Unknown "blue" Lonely - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago

I want to believe in myself once again
So I dream of a man whose hopes never end
To kiss with a girl who's as lovely as you
I'd give you my heart, if you gave me the truth
...
This mess in my head is a mess getting out
Ya drink too much coffee, I drink too much stout
Unknown "blue" Lonely - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago