DARK HEART

On this cold night as dead as it seems
Me alone staring up at moonlight beams
Surrounded by a velvet black sky
Not a thought in mind as I stand to say why?
As I turn around and glance at the tree
A strange feeling arises that something sees me
A quick gasp as it gave a fast move
The strength I had turned to fear, I couldn’t prove
I opened my confused eyes to the morning
The warm sun greeting my skin in dawning
As I rose from bed towards the door
I knew I wasn’t near home anymore
I went down stairs and into a passage
While there I felt a presence speaking a message
I turned sharply to a room so fast
As I saw him my breath was lost
There he sat in his tall black chair
This beautiful being with dark silk hair
His pale porcelain-like skin and haunting eyes
He smiles and knows she wants it yet denies
I am made speechless at the amount of his power
He rises and moves forward yet each step I cower
The outstretched hand gently touches my cheek
I tensed but a glance at him and I am made weak
To be near him while he ruled the empire
This gorgeous immortal a beautiful Vampire

~Toija Hawke~

Unknown "dº_ºb" Trusting - 16 years, 8 months, 5 days ago

UNACCEPTED

With one step in which I thought was great
I made so many enemies just filled with hate
One by one they tear me down and apart
So concerned by what they don’t see in my heart
If all comes to an end, done and finished
Why come to me and make what I have diminish?
I see clearly you had your shot
Too bad, it’s now what I got
Please, I don’t want to fight
Put it at an end so we can make it right
Yes I have listened to you
Even if your words aren’t true
I respect and accept your warning
But don’t make fowl comments so dawning
Now I ask of you to listen to me
Its over now, let us be free

~Toija Hawke~

Unknown "dº_ºb" Trusting - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago

UNFINISHED BUSINESS

Drowning in my tears
I can’t run from these fears
Over and over its calling
Faster and faster I am falling
The darkness moves in now
As my head begins to bow
I have nowhere to run
This war has just begun
Taking from my shame
It is you to blame
You’re forever in my head
God, why can’t you be dead
This pain that’s in me
I just can’t set it free
The air is now so cold
All my hatred will unfold
People have said I am not okay
All I can do is run away
Time will come when this pain dies
No longer will fear show in my eyes
The darkness is here and I’m alone
A cold wind is chilling me to the bone
It is now up to me for this to finish
For if not my heart and mind will diminish

~Toija Hawke~

Unknown "dº_ºb" Trusting - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago

YOU

Your eyes that cry tears of utter bliss
The way that the light dances in happiness
Your ears are always willing to hear me
Your head shakes or nods if you disagree or agree
Your nose to pick up every sweet scent and smell
When you’re sick I will be there to wipe it well
Your lips so warm as you plant your kisses
The sweet words that are said from them in comforting wishes
Your hands perfectly formed and gentle
When placed upon my cheek as they settle
They pull me close to you
When you need me to
Your chest is the place to rest my head
The perfect place for my head’s little bed
In that chest is the heart that bleeds
For that desired love that it badly needs
Your heart reminds me of a fire
Burning for a limited time
Until someone throws water on it
To put out your love
Your legs so strong in the way that they’re crossed
Yet a place for me to be seated as you place me on them
Your toes like your hands as they rub my leg
They wriggle when tickled for rest they beg
Your hair to touch and kiss upon
Gorgeously sweeps by on my face as it falls on
Your voice that I constantly follow and listen to
There is not one day that I can live without hearing you
You’re gorgeous, utterly perfect in your way
All these qualities I find in you
All these qualities I love in you

~Toija Hawke~

Unknown "dº_ºb" Trusting - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago

YOU STAY (written track)

As I enter the darkness
You’re right there before me
I am falling now you see
You give no pity-ness
The lies are in your eyes
My screams from the skies
How could you treat me this way?

(chorus)

Taking it all away
All of our lives decay
I am finally breaking away
You fall behind there you stay

As you look up to me
Your presence is boundless
This room is just soundless
I now need to be free
My lies are in your eyes
My screams from the skies
How could you treat me this way?

(chorus)

Taking it all away
All of our lives decay
I am finally breaking away
You fall behind there you stay

So what you go left now?
So what you got left?

(chorus)

Taking it all away
All of our lives decay
I am finally breaking away
You fall behind there you stay

You fall behind…
There you stay…


~Toija Hawke~

Unknown "dº_ºb" Trusting - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago