hi you sound kinda like me only 9 years younger. i didn't find out that i was called a emo till this yr lol i used to think i was just called a cutter :S and it took me almost 4-5 yrs to stop im on my 5th month now :) im not bipolar but i do have depression and A.D.H.D so like ya said kinda the same thing. and i hope you don't win in your attempts at suicide sry but i think you have a lot more to live for even if you cant see it now you will later on :)
