why did you cry?
all i can do is
holding you in my arms
and tell you everything will be ok

you said everyone say the same thing to you.
if you're..... they will do their best.
you said you wished for the person to say that but didnt?
who was it really?

i didnt wanna ask you why u cried.
because i am afraid i will be hurt by knowing.
but.
but.

i dont mind being hurt by you.
i just wanna be there for you.

thank you for the night. it was special.
Unknown "stella xclusive" Emo - 16 years, 8 months, 17 days ago

living in denial. a facade that reflects my perfect world.
heartbroken.anger.disheartened. given up all my hope.

what if one day you wake up and find your love one is not yours?
will you feel the same way as i do yesterday? or now ?

i think i need a blog soon. ciaos.
Unknown "stella xclusive" Emo - 16 years, 9 months, 5 days ago

sometimes i feel loved.
sometimes i feel hurt.

sometimes i feel loved.
sometimes i feel neglected.

sometimes i feel loved.
sometimes i feel you don't care.

sometimes i feel loved.
sometimes i feel jealous over things that we cannot control.

sometimes i feel loved.
sometimes i feel nothing is important so long i have you.
sometimes i just wanna run away from everything with you.
sometimes i feel the love ever so overpowering.
sometimes i feel. i need you.
i have your hand in mine. intertwined.

i guess i felt loved more. :)

i guess. that is what they say, "Contented"
be contented with what i have now. for in future is uncertain.


Q.A.D

*shhhh.... tell you a secret.
*.......
*uh-huh... what?

*silence.................

*i miss you. :D


share with y'all.
Mercy. by OneRepublic.

monday, 11.51pm.
Unknown "stella xclusive" Emo - 16 years, 9 months, 7 days ago

things are not to be said,
things are not to be discussed,
things are not to made clear and known,
things are not to be taken lightly ( or seriously),

i guess we are living in hues of grey.
if everything were to be straightforward, how wonderful will tt be?

PERFECT i guess.

heck , i dont even know wad i am saying.

to the gal i cherish most.



q.a.d.


you leave me breathless.


Unknown "stella xclusive" Emo - 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago

not bothered. i hope i can be.

i seriously. seriously.
want no one. but you.

tsk. if things are easy.
Unknown "stella xclusive" Emo - 16 years, 10 months, 1 day ago