Well, I'm leaving in one hour. I am not nervous. I could die. I am past nervous. I am finished packing, and all I'm doing is playing the waiting game. When I get back, if I do, I'll tell all my illustrious readers just how unrealistic my nerves were. Just how much fun it was, and how I can't wait to go again.
Today, I decided I like The Driveby Truckers.
Unknown "Maryweather" - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago

So yea, today I really started getting things together to leave. My parents are taking this all pretty hard, they are acting like I'll never come home. I have about 20 more hours, plus or minus a couple. Tomorrow I must finish everything, it's all very confusing. My Dad wants information that I don't know, I won't ever know, and that I just don't worry about. Update on the math test: I did do horribly on it, too bad of a grade to put on here, but it wasn't a zero- which is good.
When I come home, I think I'm going to learn how to tightrope.
Peace out.

Unknown "Maryweather" - 16 years, 9 months, 14 days ago

I am having a pretty good day actually. The song from Beowulf has now been stuck in my head for a grand total of four weeks and 3 days. I have not been suicidal for approximately 5 months and have no desire to go back. Hated those days. And yet, some of my best poetry has come out of those times. [shudders while remembering] Today I had a math test, which I feel like I did really bad on, but I am happy today. I don't really know why I'm so happy today, I just am. My stepping mare was working right for me on Saturday, she stretched out to a fast rack, and broke a sweat for me. She hasn't sweated for me since about a year ago. I need to work with her again this week.

3 days till I leave for Nicaragua.
Unknown "Maryweather" - 16 years, 9 months, 16 days ago