Failed ma chemistry test...

Stupid Organic Chemistry!

Mood = Slightly Depresses
Unknown "sexy" Neglected - 16 years, 8 months, 11 days ago

They say that in life you only ever get one true love. But they also say that you never really know what you’ve got till it’s gone. How are you meant to know when you find this perfect person that you are meant to spend you life with if you aren’t going to realize it till you’ve lost them…
Unknown "sexy" Neglected - 16 years, 8 months, 11 days ago

I sat in the middle of the floor, the scissors in my hand as I watched the blood slowly trickle from my wrist. I just sit there and bleed, bleed away my pain and guilt. The world goes blurry as I realize what I’ve done. The one thing that I promised myself that I would never do, no matter how bad things got. I have failed, failed myself. I cover the gash, it’s not deep. The bleeding is already starting to slow.
It becomes a routine, the fight, the cut, the shame. I hide it from my family but my friends notice. They make me promise to stop but it becomes addictive…
I rely on it...
I need it…
Slowly the fights end, the bleeding stops and the scars begin to heal, but the pain I feel remains. The scars never really heal they are not just physical but emotional, every slice to my arm was a slice to the heart. I forever will be haunted by the memories of what I did.
Unknown "sexy" Neglected - 16 years, 8 months, 11 days ago

The steam rose into the air, seeming to twist and turn like ghosts in an eternal dance. The dripping of the tap was the only thing that made the scene in front of me reality. My foot slipped through the water like a hot knife through butter, sliding deeper and deeper with every passing second. My body disappeared under the water, slowly, piece by piece… legs, body, chest, head. Until it was completely hidden, the tears in my eyes melting into the water surrounding me. Opening my eyes I watch the steam slowly rise in its dance. Watching, watching, always watching… forever.
Unknown "sexy" Neglected - 16 years, 8 months, 11 days ago

I see you with him… You are smiling… You are laughing…You are happy… I try to be happy for you but deep down I wish it had been me that you had chosen. I wish that in your eyes I had been good enough to deserve the attention he receives… I loved you so much… You were my world and in my eyes you could do no wrong… I worshiped you even though everyone said you didn’t deserve it… I always believed that our relationship would last forever… But in the end I guess I just wasn’t good enough… I didn’t matter as much as he did…
Unknown "sexy" Neglected - 16 years, 8 months, 11 days ago