f you could only see what you have done to me how you have turned my world upside down and how my life will never be the same or how i can never trust male s leaveing me feeling like im going crazy deep down inside feeling like its all my fuilt that were no long togeather with feeling s that i was to blame for you hiting me and all the put downs or the feeling s of never been good enaf for anather man feelings of im not worthy to be alive if you only took time to see what your 7 and half years of abuse has done to me but your selfish and i know deep down you will never see what you did wrong cuse in your eyes your perfect nore will you ever see the tears i cry when im alone or the times i jump when i hear males yell or the fear i hold when a man gets to close to me you took my sole n heart and crushed it im just a rose thats dead on the inside
she lay on a bed of nail s with her long blonde hair hanging over the side she feel s the sharp points sticking into her pale skin her mind blank her heart feels no pain her eyes cry no more tear s her spirt runs free her blood slowly drips out of her body as her life slowly slips away .
a love once so true a love that once warmed my day a love that once ment so much a love that glowed like a candle in the nite a love that once ran true now gone like the seasons