It seems that the world has chosen to back off a bit. Some of the weight was lifted from me for a while but, the pressing matter is a new habitat. I will have to find somewhere to start over. Somewhere where I can fuel my fire close by. All that on a student's budget,.. lol
Unknown "Spawn" Courageous - 15 years, 10 months, 22 days ago

Once again I find myself at the choice, return to the ash that made me or, burn everything around me to ash. My relationship with the Dead cat has gone, my adopted son was striped from me, my education has stalled, and I lost my first love forever. I feel like giving up, or giving in. I feel smothered from the weight of the world.

I do not know what to do or, where to go. All I know is that I will conflagrate all that which opposes me or, become a memory to a precious few. I am so frightened,...and hurt. I am praying for help because I can't consume everything, I just do not have the energy nor malice to do that.
Unknown "Spawn" Courageous - 15 years, 10 months, 29 days ago

I decided that i need some alone time away from everyone and everything I like because I need it.
Unknown "Spawn" Courageous - 16 years, 5 months, 22 days ago

I was just turned down. The woman I wanted to marry just said in a round about way no. It hurts to be rejected after so much effort. I pains me to think all I was doing was wasting time. I guess even though I am really careful I am a fool.
Unknown "Spawn" Courageous - 16 years, 6 months, 8 days ago

Education has been granted, soon I will be able to land. Yay.
Unknown "Spawn" Courageous - 16 years, 8 months, 21 days ago