Reasons I've been absent from humanpets:

1) The new site and features eats up facebook and I don't like the seperate site
2) I didn't want another myspace.com
3) I had to work a lot and this space-hogging app takes time to load ---precious, precious time.
4) I got tired of thumbing. There, I said it.
5) It lost its magic and the kids I care about can contact me real-world now.


L Stan "loverbug" Ferocious - 16 years, 2 months, 8 days ago

If you would like to exchange thumbs, please stop by my herd. Must of my members are on hiatus or extended vacation, so I could use some more: http://humanpets.com/herdProfile.php?hid=5903
L Stan "loverbug" Ferocious - 16 years, 7 months ago

I've dreamed of you so much youre losing your reality.

Is there still time to reach that living body and kiss

onto that mouth, the birth of the voice so dear to me?

I've dreamed of you so much that my arms, accustomed

to being crossed on my breast while hugging your shadow,

would perhaps not bend to the shape of your body.

And, faced with the real appearance of what has haunted

and ruled me for days and years, I would probably

become a shadow.

O sentimental balances.

I've dreamed of you so much it's no longer right

for me to awaken. I sleep standing up, my body exposed

to all signs of life and love, and you

the only one who matters to me now, I'd be less able

to touch your face and your lips than the face and lips

of the first woman who came along.

I've dreamed of you so much, walked so much, spoken

and lain with your phantom that perhaps nothing more is left me

than to be a phantom among phantoms and a hundred times more shadow

than the shadow that walks and will joyfully walk

on the sundial of your life.

From The Voice of Robert Desnos, translated by William Kulik, (The Sheep Meadow Press)
L Stan "loverbug" Ferocious - 16 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

Gas is $4 per gallon. + I drive a 4x4 Ford Explorer. = (Photo Below)

Today I made an investment into a ride for the summer. This is super fantastic because I'll pull 30+ miles in a day and don't mind the extra time... especially in this 80 degree blanket-of-love the sun has provided.
L Stan "loverbug" Ferocious - 16 years, 7 months, 11 days ago

earlier tonight at the theatre, as i was leaving, i had to pee
sos i go in the ladies room, like usual - and expect women to be catty about me, as usual
and there are two old ladies in the corner whom, as i enter the stall, say aloud "was that a man or a woman?"

and i proceed to pee, as usual
and as i finish up, wipe and lean around to flush....
i cannot help but notice out of the gap where the door should close more tightly

one of the women, stooped over, looking at the position of my feet
and so i eyeball her through this gap
and come out boldly to both of them as i exit and say "How are you this evening Ladies?"
to which the snooping one does not address my eyes
and her friend quickly finds something else to act distracted about
and neither answer me.
L Stan "loverbug" Ferocious - 16 years, 10 months, 25 days ago