So it's getting down to the final stretch 'til Nathan leaves.... I spent the day with him and Guti yesterday, had lots of fun, but by the time we dropped Guti off and were on the way back to Nathan's, I just broke down and cried for the next hour or so, making Nathan sad in the process.
I really don't know what I'm going to do when he leaves. I knew that I was going to have to deal with this when he asked me out, and I knew it'd be hard, but I never thought it'd be THIS hard.
What also sucks is that I won't be able to make it to his going away party because it's on Monday and I have no way of getting to school Tuesday, don't really have anyone that lives around there that I could ask, and I can't really afford to miss Tuesday.
Anyways, I guess the only thing for me to do is make the next 10 days as fun and happy with him as possible.
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