She waits up at night for a signal
it never comes
she asks for some kind of sign
her pleads go unanswered
she seeks adivice from those closest
they know whats going on
she refuses to accept it
after much delay her signal arrives
the sign says "Move On"
she walks past the sign as if it was absent
she fights through all her senses
remains at his beckon
until at last
the storm shed been precautioned for arrives
she is shredded with no mercy
as i attempt to put back the pieces
i just wish she would have listened
Unknown "Fy Cariad x" Wild - 16 years, 2 months, 9 days ago

certainty is the sea
it comes and goes as the tide
realattionships are the stars in the sky
they shine bright until sudden death
and fall as nothing more than a chunk of rock
friends are the sun
show up from time to time and make your day
disappear for what may seem like an eternity
but will always return to fend off the dark
Unknown "Fy Cariad x" Wild - 16 years, 2 months, 9 days ago

God help me
To see through this beauty
This woman has blinded me
Of all of my surroundings
She has taken my mind
Placed it solely on her
I cannot think
But of her grace
I cannot speak
But of her majesty
I cannot breath
With her at my side
This feeling is overwhelming
And she is to blame
I must be crazy
For feeling this way
For she is the light
Of my every day
I cannot complain
For she is perfection
Maybe it was you after all
Who made me this way
Was it you
Who brought her to me?
Forever grateful
Is what I shall be
Thank you god
For all you have done
I know now why I am blinded
For my search is through
You have given me all I need
God help me
To hold on
For this beauty
Is one i wish never to fade
Unknown "Fy Cariad x" Wild - 16 years, 2 months, 9 days ago

I hate the way you make me feel

The pain that remains inside is real

You don't help me

You hinder me

You kept me from all I could be

I tried to end it but the blade wouldn't cut

Now you're ending me slowly

I hate what you've made me

For I am no longer me

I am but a hollow shell of soulless hate

A mindless dummy with the strings cut

Silent

Voicing no opinions against the despair you cause

Unable to stop your diseased control

Spreading like an epidemic

Your cancerous hatred

Killing me softly

I attempt to escape but to no avail

You tell me all I can do is hail

Hail to what?

The retardation you attempt to instill?

My mind is as desolate as your cold black heart

My thoughts as useless as your words

The words

The deranged cruel words

Your criticism

All you have left is criticism

But none worth hearing

Nothing

You are nothing

Worthless

Pointless

You feel deified by the control you once had

The control is gone

The once overwhelming power has been lost into the abyss

Engulfed

Devoured

Your devastating reign of insignificance
Unknown "Fy Cariad x" Wild - 16 years, 3 months, 19 days ago

Choking on desolation

Creeping silence and cold agony

Decay of the mind

Halfhearted hatred intertwined amid complete tragedy

Blood and tears entangled in a sickening dance

Decay of the soul

Spitting up silence muted by echoing foot steps

Solitude in darkness from disturbed enigmas

Decay of all that's left

Is all that remains nothing but dirty footprints upon the cold stone?

Unvoiced objections

Unseen pain

Insanity is all that remains in this desolate wasteland of a mind

This heart is empty aside from the ice chilling the walls

The soul within is hollow

Empty despair

Loving hatred hiding behind the seemingly orderly chaos

All alone in an overwhelmingly occupied world

Ultimate bustling serenity
Unknown "Fy Cariad x" Wild - 16 years, 3 months, 19 days ago