i don't imagine this tale will get alot of thumbs and thats ok cause i'm writing this for myself..to remind me that i'm bigger then what happens to me.My b/f is going to be a new dad soon..but i'm not the mother.He cheated on me 7 mths ago and now in about 10 weeks i'm going to have to look at the product of his infidelity and lies.We know its a girl,i have no doubt she'll be beautiful,her father is gorgeous.I have given much thought to why i am still with him and if i will stay with him..truth is i don't know.I'm staying right now because i need to look in his face and see in his eyes that he regrets what hes done,i only hope i'm not seeing what i want to see.If i go it will be more for him and his new daughter then for me,because the child didn't ask to be born and she doesn't need or deserve to be hated for something thats not her fault,and i need to know i can handle those emotions.If i stay it will be for me.It'll mean that shit happens in life but its what you do with it that matters.It means that twists will accure,would i abandon him if he had cancer?Perhaps he became wheelchair bound?Well obviously this is very different but its still something that happened unexpectedly and its mine to deal with.I'm sure many woman would be gone the day they heard,lord knows i wanted to.Perhaps i'll be hated too for my decision,i don't care.I'm trying to live my life by words of Sages who know more then what i do...men and women who have lived more then i have and therefore know what i have yet to learn.I'm going thru hell right now emmotionally and physically but i'm doing what i need to do to be the bigger person in my own life.Like Dr Phil says *someone needs to be the hero here* i choose to be my own hero.Please don't judge me for that..
Unknown "tazys gal" Tired - 16 years, 2 months, 18 days ago

ok so my job for the last 3 weeks has been manning the phone lines for the towing company my b/f works for(the boss' went to Florida,imagine the nerve)
If anyone is familiar with towing then you know assholes have no time schedule..and they let you know it! It only takes a day or so to get that *i've been on acid all day but don't have the happy i wanna laugh and have a good time* feeling..my eyes are bugged outta my head,i couldn't close them and blink if my life depended on it.
I wanna give an honourable mention to the lady who said she was stuck at the bottom of the driveway and needed a wee pull out..nevermind that when the tow showed up he slid down the ice covered 20 foot embankment into her car that was resting against a tree preventing it from falling further down the hill and almost broke his leg(her dog,apparently in save mode ran out to "help" and slid into the car too and hobbled back to the house with a hurt leg)
Heres to the kid who told daddy that he was driving over an icey hill and slid into a snow embankment BUT forgot to tell dad he was speeding and got a 7-day suspension so mommys car was impounded.
Gotta love the 12 hour suspension guy who had his truck towed (a 12 hour for those who don't know is for drinkin and driving) and after gettin dropped off at his house by the cops proceeded to call the company demanding we take him his vehicle back to him that very night.I give him credit tho for being sober enuff to catch the faux pas my b/f made when he called him on his personal cell and proceeded to call him on that for the rest of the night giving my company lines a well needed break.
Kudos to the lady whos son abandoned her car but told his mother a lie about what happened to it.It was towed for being abandoned yet heres the kicker..the car had a flat tire,she had CAA her son, instead of calling the roadside that would have cost his mother NADDA, surprised mommy with a 200 tow fee..nice....
There are so many more tales that should be told but for now i gotta go...my phones are ringing

Unknown "tazys gal" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 5 days ago