Drive

Tattoos... Two of them on me, maybe four that say, reflect perhaps a dream. Perhaps a lie, a wish, or maybe even hope.

"Strive" one says, "Spirit" says the other. No disagreement of what I am or why I am here, but what is it that keeps me here?

Persevere, strive, continue, hope, synonymic in presence, but what is it really? Are they the words that I hold on to? Is that what drives me?

Drives me for what? If I am here, and I know why, then what for? Who for? Is there another that waits somewhere for me, without my knowing? Is it their essence that permeates the wind and pervades towards me? Do I know who already? Does whom know me?

Maybe its that thought or possibility that drives me, maybe its just a trick to keep me here, to keep me alive. But if it is a trick, why? Who is playing the trick? What or why do they need play a trick on me to keep me here?

Do they not let me have peace? Am I not able to know joy? Can happiness for me be possible, if I hold on to my words of hope?

This trick that is being played is running its course, its getting very irritating, very cruel. I can't run, I can't escape as if there were invisible ropes tied to my legs, tied around my neck, my arms... Its loose enough for me to move around not feel them, but tight enough to constrict me from getting away.

What drives me? "Strive" "Spirit" "Eternal" I wear these on me, but what drives me...?



Unknown "french dislexic" Feisty - 15 years, 11 months, 1 day ago

Who We Are

Who are we, do we even really know? What are our intentions, what are our goals? Can we find the answers? Does anyone know to where look? Are they locked up in a tower, or found in a book? This question, can it have answer? Is it a long journey? Will it take forever?

There is that, which can be done, to get a glimpse of what really truly is. Look at your self, look at the others, look inside, see what there is to discover. What is true, what is false? Can evil be true in all our hearts? How about benevolence, where does that lie, is it a created thing, do we really have to try? I think inside, of me and in you, if you look deep, you’ll see it too. The truth of brothers, our sisters too, of what we don’t have to discover, to find the truth.

You are You!

That is truly what is true, evil guises as a pretence in me and in you. All you have to do, is think of the things that you truly want, and want truly for others, cast aside the hate, that which you go to create, and even count the number times, that truly wanted others to cry. Soon you will realize, the truth that lies behind all the faces of evil, all created hate, the false gate to hell, that our sins would dwell. Yes there is a God, but a God inside of you, can evil really exist? It is created by the ones that truly wish for pain, that they themselves have nothing to gain, nothing to hold, no goals to conquer, no one to hold, no love to envision, no kiss to receive. All they have is hate, and that is all they create, but that doesn’t hold true for us, as we
don’t go to create that fuss. Again as I will say, as we carry it each and every day, until the twilight falls and stars gaze about. it’s the same, no matter what time of day, the weeks that pass by, the years that seem to fly.

You are you.

That is all you have to do, is be yourself and know, that all others hold the same goal. Benevolence is what is true, the real that is inside of you, the evil is the false cause, the pain is just for a pause, the void that we may feel, the emptiness that seems so real, but that is all at the moment, and moments that come and pass, it’s the true you that is inside, it is who you are that will last.

You are You

We are forever, and we can’t truly die, pain will come but it leaves and benevolence is our true meaning. All that I have said and all that you have heard and read, is to bring to one conclusion, to one thing to know, one thing to embrace as you to take to life to face, is that the ones around are, there for you, some don’t know it and some do, but no matter the minute, no matter the hour, the truth that we hold, the everlasting power.

You are You!

Unknown "french dislexic" Feisty - 15 years, 11 months, 21 days ago

In My Soul.

The sun and moon rise and fall again, many times now.

Far away from me you are, but still close you remain.

My memories of you keep us close and I hold you deep in my soul.

You may be laying or you may be standing, you may sleeping or you be awake.

You are still strong and fierce and the battle is near complete, I give you not just my prayers but my energy as well.

Feel my presence and know I sit by your side, I see your smile and I hold so it never fades.

I hold a smile for you as well, and together I hold your hand, you are oh so special and a great person I hold, I will forever have you in my soul.

Many days and many nights still hold together for you and I, the winter will past and I will hug you and see your face again.

The spring will bloom and hold new flowers of life and you will hold me in your soul as I forever have you in mine.

I can already smell the heaven scent of your warmth that you will bring to me baked in your love in pastry roll.

Let spring come and it will fall, but never does it matter as forever we will have it all.

You and I in soul we will be forever!



Unknown "french dislexic" Feisty - 16 years, 1 month, 17 days ago

I KNOW SOMETHING YOU DON'T KNOW.

I know something you don't know, but I want you to know. But first there is a warning!

Warning!: if you feel that your life is perfect the way it is and don't feel that you would want it to change at all, even if it could get a lot better, then don't ask to know!

Now that I have warned you... back to what I was saying.

I know something that you don't know, but the people that read this and actually know, are the only ones that do, and the rest of you are still in mystery.

What I know will change your viewpoint on life, and will cause you to see things that you might of never noticed before, but once you find out, you will truly see it for the first time.

But there is a trick... you see if you ask to know, then you really need to want to know, and not just to satisfy your curiousity. For when I tell you, you need to do what I tell you to do and follow my instructions exactly! For if you don't, then you will be back to knowing nothing!! and still being one of the millions that don't know what I and many others do know, but want you to know as well!

What I know is big, and even though I know it, I'm still learning more and more about it and will continue to grow in knowledge from it and will continue to benefit from it. But it doesn't work unless I follow it directly and the same goes for you!

Its an adventure like no other! An experience like you have never expected, or could dream!

Once I tell you what to do and you follow it (and only if you do follow it) will you get to know and change like you never changed before!

Even if you follow it and nothing happens? Nothing changes, or no new vision is granted, no new insight occurs? Then it simply means that you didn't follow it, you didn't actually do it! And if you feel that you have followd it and did do it and still nothing happens, then don't panic, because the truth is that you missed something or that you didn't trully grasp something!

But none of this can happen until you ask, but again don't ask unless you are certain that the warning doesn't include you. Don't satisfy your curiousity either, know or know nothing, thats all there is to it!

One final thing is that if you feel that you are living life but you need more and are looking to see if there is more to life than beats the eye, than you may just want to ask!

I know something that you don't know, but do you want to know? Make sure, for when you know, your life won't ever be the same again!
Unknown "french dislexic" Feisty - 16 years, 2 months, 4 days ago

Stars glisten in the pale moonlight.
Calm breeze in the fair twighlight.

A woman sits in front of the wick that ignites.
Not so near,yet so far I hold a candle in candle in the name of your brthday night.

Best wishes to you in all that you do.
Have a blast and make sure that it lasts.

Today is your Day and happy Birthday I say to you!

Happy Birthday Rita!
xoxo
Brad

Unknown "french dislexic" Feisty - 16 years, 8 months, 13 days ago