Words of Life


the words i have said
the words i regret
the words i said to you
i wish i could take them back.

words that meant nothing
taken the wrong way.
words that get in the way
of the relationship.

words that are mistaken
i want to take them back
to make our relationship
the way it was.

words of selfishness
words of jealousy
words of love
mixed together
forming a message of cruelty

a time in my life
i'd take back
and start over
Unknown "GummieBear" Ecstatic - 15 years, 12 months ago

Shattered Hope as if a Window


hopes and dreams
shatter like a window,
those hopes and dreams shattered
just as my heart.

everyone knows the heart is fragile
but your hopes and dreams
you'd think would be stronger.

and now you can't do anything.
you can't repair it.
you can't tape it, put a band aid on it,
glue it, or anything.

you only get one.
you get one chance.
and when you ruin it...
its hard to live
Unknown "GummieBear" Ecstatic - 15 years, 12 months ago

Life: The Movement


and life moved on
she was gone
existing in this world no more.

and no one noticed
she was gone
life went on.

she played her song
and no one heard.
no one heard not one word.
no one heard the note she played.
no one heard the last note fade.

into the night
the bright light
upon the sky so dark
was her star
which was not that far
that looked after her so.

the light
her star,
was not just a light in the sky.
the star was the one person who loved her the most
that realized that she was gone.

her star,
shines bright
its faithful light
leading her towards they.

the girl
not lost
had found her place
to which she chose to stay
Unknown "GummieBear" Ecstatic - 15 years, 12 months ago

My Heart

waiting as the days go by
waiting for the response
from someone I used to love
it isnt gonna come.

a friendship blooms
and then it withers
and that friend leaves me forever.

meeting my friend is like destiny
seeing my friend is nothing
but pure happiness.

realizing that my friend doesnt care
doesnt care about meeting me
doesnt care about seeing me,
only wanting one thing
that I'm not sure if thats what they want still
breaks my heart

down the middle
then starts cracking
until my heart is nothing
but little bits that are hard
to but together.
it will never be the same.

my heart's been used.
and it can never restore itself
to its original condition.

a band aid wont fix it.
tape and glue
just wont do.

i now live with a broken heart
Unknown "GummieBear" Ecstatic - 15 years, 12 months ago

The Average Day


in a room all alone
in a place i call my home.
doing nothing everyday
never seem to get my way.

always losing every fight.
in my room
crying every night.

walking a mile
and hours later
i decide to smile.

yelled at again
is this the end?
without a friend
it is the end
Unknown "GummieBear" Ecstatic - 15 years, 12 months ago