i dont know where to rant my feelings anymore. i cant always rant to people around me, they'll get sick and tired. i cant rant on my blog, because the other person will get hurt. where can i rant anymore?

hopefully, no one would bother if i rant here. ):

i miss you like crazy, but you'll never know.
everything reminds me of you. when i needed to smile, i'll think of you smiling back at me. i never once knew you'll affect me so much. i prevent myself, from bothering you, and its killing me this way. 10years. will i even make it to 10years? such a lousy pact.

you never leave me alot to remind of, but everything i do reminds me of you. i try to dig watever that i have, and when i misses you, i'll simply look at them.

life's full of regrets. i've never once regret for the things that i've done. right now i regret that i've lost you. i took you for granted.

i know i've lost you for sure.
Unknown "♥Cherish ♥" Annoyed - 15 years, 7 months, 1 day ago

i dont know what i'm doing anymore. one moment i can feel extreme high, next moment, just so down. i dont know how to describe my current feelings. so confused. so hurt. so...i dont know. i dont know anything anymore.

i hate staying at home. i wanna go out and have fun. :(((
hates myself so so so much right now.
Unknown "♥Cherish ♥" Annoyed - 15 years, 7 months, 12 days ago

i'm exhausted with whatever's thats going on in my life. when can i really drop dead and rest? >.< its really killing me.

i havent had time to really reply each and everyone of you, will try my best to do so. and hmmm...where did my items go? can someone enlighten meee? sobs*
Unknown "♥Cherish ♥" Annoyed - 15 years, 11 months, 18 days ago

very busy these days, dont even have time to sleep! >.<
sorry if i dont reply messages. (:
Unknown "♥Cherish ♥" Annoyed - 16 years, 11 days ago

my brain isnt working well...
i'm sorry if i didnt reply your comment or messages,
i'm feeling so very sick... >.<
Unknown "♥Cherish ♥" Annoyed - 16 years, 16 days ago