My sweet, sweet little Inga is gone forever. Somehow I thought a miracle would happen. Maybe this is it though. Lord, let me see your will through this.
Unknown Trusting - 16 years, 17 days ago

Well, the Show (Leader of the Pack) is opening in about a week and a half! It's crazy to think it's that soon! it's coming along pretty well, but will surely improve exponentially. I actually love my part - part of Darlene Love's trio. When I first saw the cast list I was dissapointed I wasn't one of the main people. But I've realized that 1. I didn't suit any of the main parts, 2. the one person with an actual name and solo I could have done would've only gotten to be in the company numbers, and 3. I have the best of everything! I get a bunch of group numbers where it's only we three and darlene, or we're the main focus w/ the co. in the background. We get the best songs (and lots of them!) and super fun choreography. and I can really focus on the music, since I don't have any lines except "3 years?!" in the beginning of one of the songs (Not too young to get married). So I'm very happy on that front.
Get this. so, as you probably know I went to the casting call for the johnny depp movie Public Enemies. and three people from my school got called back! and one of the girls actually has a role!!!! she's a teller in the first bank robbing scene, and apparently johnny takes money from her!!!!!! I was overjoyed and ecstatic (and admittedly my stomach turned a bit w/ envy) for her amazing opportunity! she was originally the older Ellie in LotP, but she's going to miss at least three main rehesals this upcoming week, so the girl playing young ellie is going to just play ellie for the entire thing. which I think works very well considering continuity issues.
apart from rehersals and wayyyyyyy too much hw and studying I never have time to do (Lord, let me just be amazing on my AP exams!!!!) I've just been hanging, taking a lot of pills, being sick, and trying to get better! mom and I went shopping today and I got a bunch of really sexy hott clothes! many shirts, a skirt, a black dress that reminds me of Italy (how I miss it!!), and best of all a pair of boots for $15ish when they were orig. $110!!!!!!!!! yaaa for bargains!!!
Now I'm off to watch Elizabeth: the Golden Age. woot!!!
Unknown Trusting - 16 years, 26 days ago

ok. so I know it's been forever. but I'm back now. Inga's in a sling and not improving too much, Swiss is doing fantastic. she's a winner for sure.
anyways, the big news is I just got the crap scared out of me at the dance studio. chuck and I were dancing and then some person makes a comment about how good we are/look. it's this old guy, scrubbily dressed, unshaven. he starts talking to us about dancing and how his daughter's getting married next year and he passes the studio all the time. he then asks what drew me to dancing, why I like it, how many dances I know, asking to see my shoes. and he's missing quite a number of teeth. chuck's standing next to me and when I defer some of the questions to him, the guy said I was asking the lady. then Ed comes over and says that if he wants to know about the studio he could talk to him about it, but we're on a lesson and he was using up our paid time. well, the guy left like right away. it was scary. like, majorly. I hate that I'm such a trusting person/always give people the benefit of the doubt, and the studio's a safe environment, so I wouldn't suspect anything bad. but I wish I hadn't said so much. I got a creepy feeling after a couple minutes, and then he left shortly thereafter, and then I really got the jeepers chills. and chuck watched me go out to my car to make sure I wasn't molested or anything. you know, I really need to hone my people radar, esp. if I'm gonna live in big cities and work w/ potential backstabbers.
creepy old men=freaked out me
Unknown Trusting - 16 years, 1 month, 4 days ago

well, Inga's still sick. she's in a sling w/ an I.V. hooked up, and there's been no improvement. keep praying please. I love my darling girl. Swiss Miss is doing well. we got her out to let her exercise and run around a bit w/ her black goat, Holly Berry :) she's so adorable. I'm also praying she wins the big class. I can't wait for spring break. only two more days!!!
Unknown Trusting - 16 years, 1 month, 21 days ago

guess who's going to audition for the new johnny depp movie Public Enemies tomorrow? ME! (along w/ thousands of other people). but it'll still be just a fun learning experience. I'm not expecting anything, but God's capable of all things. pray for me/wish me luck!
Unknown Trusting - 16 years, 2 months, 2 days ago