Waiting For You

Have you ever had a time in your life you were so confused?
Not knowing which way to go, not knowing what to do?
Making a wish on that single star above,
Wishing for peace, happiness and love.
Wanting for that one person you can't live without
To feel it in your heart, without a doubt
For that one special person to be put in your life.
Who will someday ask you to be his wife.
Without a doubt in your mind, you except
Feeling so loved since the day you meet.
My heart is slowing breaking away.
Not knowing if I will find you someday.
This is me, I'm letting you know
That if I do find you one day I will never let go
This is my wish, I wish for you.
I just thought I'd let you know
I'm waiting for you!


Christine Ruthven
October 3 2008


Unknown "Chrissy" Purring - 16 years, 1 month, 23 days ago

Happy 31st Birthday Little Brother ( You are sadly Missed )

Just for you Little Brother Happy Birthday.
You would have been turning 31 today.
As the day's go by and so passes the years.
I feel you so strong in my heart, I feel you so near.
Like it was yesterday you were taken from me,
11 years ago now how could that be?
I miss you more then any words could portray.
Why did you have to be taken from us that day?
It seems like only yesterday I was holding you to the ground.
Making you laugh, making you frown.
I'm sorry for some of the things that I did.
Remembering them now I have so much regret.
I wanted you to know how much I miss and love you so.
Oh..... How I wish you never had to go.
You went threw some bad times it's true.
I don't remember saying how much I loved you.

So rest in peace little brother.
You'll always be in my heart.
I'll see you in my dreams....

Christine Ruthven...08/17/08
Unknown "Chrissy" Purring - 16 years, 3 months, 10 days ago

Missing You

I miss the way you look into my eyes.
I miss the way you make me feel inside.
Missing your touch and your sweet caress.
Missing your smile, missing your kiss.
My body aches when I think of this.

I miss the feel of your skin next mine.
Oh, how i wish this was all the time.
I miss your smell and even that grin.
sometimes i wish i could wipe that
off of him.

I miss my hand softly touching your cheek
feeling you quiver and making you weak.
I can't understand how this could all be true.
All I can say is that this is me loving
and missing you.

Christine
December 2007

Unknown "Chrissy" Purring - 16 years, 10 months, 10 days ago

WE ALL LOVE YOU

When I am sad and feeling blue
You always remind me by saying...I Love You.
We've had some good times and some bad times to.
But there will never be a time when I won't Love You.
You gave me the magical gift of life so long ago.
Though I never tell you enough how much I Love You so.
You have always supported me, knowing just what to say.
Just wanting me to be happy in so many ways.
I can never thank you near enough.
For being my mother...I Love You so much.
No one could ever replace you in my heart.
I hate these long days that turn to weeks, being apart.
I know I never hug you near enough,
But from here on in the huggin' won't stop.
This is my solem promise to you.
From this day forward I promise to you.
Be the best daughter, for I have the worlds best mother.
And show you how much I care and that I Love You.
You are my mother and I love you so much.
Now thats enough of this mushy stuff.
You are my mom, my friend a special grandma too.
Just wanted you to know we all Love You.



December 18/2007
Love always Christine, Zander and Avory.
Unknown "Chrissy" Purring - 16 years, 10 months, 10 days ago

MY DAD

You've been there for me threw thick and thin
Knowing what to say and asking how I've been
I know I've done some crazy stuff
I'm hoping to settle down enough is enough
There has been so many things that I have wanted to say
But to put into words It's hard to display
How much I love and admire you so much
I'm sorry I can't help it here comes the sappy stuff
I don't like to see you hurting or feeling blue
You are my Dad and I love You
If I ever lost you I would'nt know what to do
Your my father and the best damn one to
You will never know how much you really mean to me
I'm crying so much right now it's hard for me to see
You have helped me so many times and in so many ways
There will never be enough minutes, hours or days
To tell you or show you, I will likely be old and grey
I know I will never have enough time to repay
I vow from now to be the daughter you deserve
For I Love You so much , I give you my word.
I know I never say it near enough
But I Love You Dad, I Love You soo Much

January 19, 2008
Love always and forever Christine
Unknown "Chrissy" Purring - 16 years, 10 months, 10 days ago