Yeux noisettes, deux points bruns au creu du cou
Quelques mèches blanches dans tes cheveux,
Un sourire, un pas vers l'autre, fermé verrou
Plus que nous deux...

Des détails de ta peau que je n'avais jamais vu
Car avant on n'était pas...
Ces sentiments que je n'ai jamais vu
Puisqu'avant on n'etait pas...
ces mots que je ne t'ai jamais dit avant
Avant que l'ami ne devienne l'amant.
Bazics "Brunette" Ecstatic - 13 years, 4 months, 2 days ago

"Ce matin je pensais a toi.

Ce matin je pensais à toi, à ta bouche moite et fraiche, au rose farouche de tes lèvres.
Je pensais à ta peau chaude et douce, le creux de ton cou d'où naissent mes fantasmes et où meurent mes soupirs.

Ce matin je jouais à saute mouton en passant du rêve au réveil et du réveil au rêve, des rêves peuplés d'étreintes enflammées, des réveils brodés de souvenirs.
Ce matin je pensais à toi, espiègle, jeune, beau, à tes vêtements aux senteurs de lavande...

Je pensais à ton regard mi ange mi démon qui délicatement effeuillait ma timidité pour voir éclore cette femme sublime, éclatante de désir, tremblante de passion.

Je pensais à toi et ca m'excitais, je pensais à toi et mes mains dociles devenaient servantes de tes caresses imaginaires. Je pensais à toi et mes mains simulaient sur mes mamelons les succions délicates de ta bouche, mes doigts simulaient la valse de ta langue sur le pistil d'orchidée niché entre mes cuisses... mon corps y croyait, mon esprit l’a suivi... mes jambes ce levaient d'elles mêmes en un pointé gracieux et suivaient en parfait accord le rythme de mes soupirs et de mes soubresauts, ma bouche t'appelait, au milieu de ses secousses électriques qui accompagnent le plaisir, ma bouche t'appelait et je sentais le miel du désir s’échapper de moi, ma bouche... ton nom dans un long râle rauque, ton nom, ton nom, et ton nom était mon orgasme. "

RQB
Bazics "Brunette" Ecstatic - 14 years, 2 months, 10 days ago

"Dear diary,

Today I started part one of my therapy. I went to the library and I bought a book about health. It's a way to keep in touch with myself, take care of me for once. I'm willing to make up for all the wrongs I've done to me.

I'm still thinking about him, about them, about life. I saw a new movie today and it makes me wonder... I'm just 21 and I suppose the best is yet to come but I'm still waiting for life to turn my way, the way I want things to be, the way I wanna look like, the man I wanna be with, the fabulous business woman in a strict deep red suit I wanna be, the lucky million I wanna get... the child I feel like having, I'm suddenly thinking: Is it the way?! I mean is this the right path?! Am I loosing myself by thinking about those things to much, wanting them to happen and feeling ashamed when I land two continents away from my goals? Why am I so surounded and yet so alone?

The first month, december, something really amazing happened to me, I was with someone who really wanted me, who needed me, someone who understood me. Someone proud enough to stay near, weak enough to be here, loud enough to make things clear, and wild enough to make me come.

He was straightfoward and he told me wath he saw: "You're a lil girl" he said "a lil girl, knees under shin, scared of her own shadow hiding in the total dark under the table..." He told me: "dont torture yourself for beeing happy, let yourself BE baby, don't think about it!!" and for the first time in a long time I listenned, I trusted, I wanted more of it, I laughed, I cried, I lived, I enjoyed my wickedness out loud for them neighbors to hear, I lived free of my past and careless about the future...

With him, amazing was my present, I found a lil' more of me. I found a peice somewhere I did not look.He was the savior, the shelter, he crawled under the table and took the time to understand my fears... then slowly, surely, I camed out....."
by RQB
Bazics "Brunette" Ecstatic - 15 years, 6 months, 3 days ago

I called this playlist "Love me" Because I think love is composed of all of it... all of life!

" I want a real teddy bear No matter how big I don't care (Hug me tight)
One who can love me up And pour juice in my cup (Squeeze me tight) ..." Patra 1
"But I don't want somebody who's loving everybody.
I need a shy guy, he's the kinda guy who'll only be mine..." Diana King 3
"I'm fighting all this power, Coming in my way
Let it sail me straight to you, I'll be running night and day..."Tokio HOtel 7
"Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way" Plain white T's 13
"Finally I fly,
When I lose control, Inside my body crumbles, It's like therapy, For my broken soul"... Dry Cell 14
"I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?..." Daniel Bedingfield 20
"Love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question..." Lady Sovereign 24
"My abandoned heart Just doesnt understand
My undying love for you Wont let me wait..."Janet Jackson 25
"What is deep
it's deeper than deep So only it knows
this kind of vibe gets stronger in time..." Bilal 27
"Goin through the storm, many bodies stay warm
That relationship died, for you to be born, you worth more"... Common 33
"caught up in the maze of love
the crazy craze of love
thought it was good
thought it was real
thought it was
but it wasn't love..." Jill Scott 35
...
http://www.imeem.com/people/4Jg5ur7/playlist/exqfHjnl/love_me_music_playlist/

Why love can't be all of that? I never knew the same type of love with 2 different person.. never...
Bazics "Brunette" Ecstatic - 15 years, 7 months, 28 days ago

"I love the temperature and smell of your body
The shape of your lips and the size of your nose
I love that everything you say is so funny
Plus you´re the best kisser that I´ve ever known

You see the way I am
Without make-up, without clothes
And you accept me like nobody
And I will always love you, baby
With eyes closed

´Cause something
You´ve got something I can´t resist
Things are what they will be
When I look into your eyes
They say to me that God´s do exist
..."
Bazics "Brunette" Ecstatic - 15 years, 7 months, 28 days ago