i strained will the force of all my soul
the rain pouring started to slow
the presense of my being began to grow
all of everything became whole

time stood still

i was in control of this messy existance
my focus wavered time started to push against my resistance

only a dream; sirens woke me again

there is no way to circumvent the flow of times river
another wishing arrow gone let loose from my quiver

[sigh]
Unknown "StInkyCheEse NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 3 months, 11 days ago

i got tired of the stresses of the day so i went to sleep
nightmares are tiresome too, got tired of them
so i quit sleeping
insomnia is nausiating
got tired of throwing up
so i stopped eating
the hunger pains wake up my walking dead mind
just in time
i saw the light
the saint only had one question

Why, my son?

i let the stress drop from my shoulders down through my soul
i let it all go
i told him i got tired
i told him i was lost
he looked into my eyes like mirrors
i meekly peared into the reflection and saw my sadness echo like a scream in a hallow canyon
the saint had only one response

Now my son, you are found.
Unknown "StInkyCheEse NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 3 months, 12 days ago

a fleeting moment in time is all thats remembered
distorted and blurred by times ficle fading facade of remberance

that crushed coal was pressed
a hard rock is all thats left

flawed

have your flawless facades

have your maniquin braudes

your vision

flawed

a creeping soul in time is all that is
disallusioned and scarred by times gruesome games of experience

that man was broken
a double edged sword used as a crutch

he stands...
Unknown "StInkyCheEse NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 4 months, 4 days ago

[ahem]

ive got this moonlight on my shoulder
it helps the shadows of my past seem brighter than yesterdays darkest dawn
just a few moments to feel what we know is less than real
prothestic euphoria
a sense found somewhere between here and a misplaced lost and found
this nights nightrain, long past gone
two seconds is too late
ill just go
movin on
looking toward tomorrows dawn,
all ive got is this moonlight on my shoulder until tomorrow's mourn
with only this haze of a gaze with this solace from darkness,
i keep mine eyes upon thine and mine prize
a god given acheviable goal,
heaven on this hunk of mass; forgive me if i feel that i should be able to acheive this
ive seen and felt
ive foze and melt
prolonged exposer numbs feeling; forget me for stretching with a needing
another mold of his and hers is and will not be mine own
i strive to find, once, my way home

RfS
Unknown "StInkyCheEse NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 7 months, 19 days ago

thoughts spring up in my mind
words grow conditioned over time

so much acrued here to say
autumn leaves just fall away

[akward silence]

ive grown up to be a stranger to myself
too much arrogance to ever ask for help

once held my dreams in the palm of my hand, keep them from tarnish
afraid to let them see the light of day, theyd lose their varnish

through my finger tips just the other day
no, what i saw can never be portrayed

disaster and havoc; my heart ripped apart, shreads
daymare of a dream left, a jar of shrunken heads!

was on my knees just this passing moment
praying to let them know of this torment

a senuous being stares back after i rip off this shell
blood dripping
if the hermet remains, im bound to one day wake in hell

i chart my course
past remorse
a boy and a man divorce
ive plotted my course





Unknown "StInkyCheEse NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 8 months, 6 days ago