I'm tired of the hurt,i'm tired of the pain.
I'm tired of the drama,it's all kinda lame.
You hurt me ,i hurt you.
Let us not forget were not the only two.
Are family surrounds during this time,what we do to them is the real crime.
We are both selfish,we are both fools,to put in laimans terms we are both tools.
I have to let go of the bitterness inside,you have to learn not to run and hide.
For the people we have long gone,it truely is time for us both to move on.
To tell the truth i'm the one that wouldn't let go,but now the time has come i think this you know.
So all my best wishes for you and your friend,i hope it will work out for you in the end.
Best friends we once were and hope to be again,that will not happen untill i put this to an end.
Take care you know how your are,remember it's not always what's best for you that matters,it's those that are directly involved it your life that do.This i understand stand now that's why i have to finally let go.


wayne "Sweetheart" Lonely - 16 years, 22 days ago

To any of the pets i sold recently,i'm sorry don't take it personal,it's just a game and i have limited time so be free and find new homes.lol.Wishing all the best.
wayne "Sweetheart" Lonely - 16 years, 25 days ago

Okay you read the drama,now i'll tell you abit about my friends.I have three,they go back about 20 years now.My first friend i named Lush bunny my mom gave him to me as a easter gift over 21 years ago.The second is named Monkey bunny,my wife gave me him as a present just because she loved me.(He's a bad luck bunny,i was having trouble at the time)The third is named floppy ear,he looks idenical to Monkey bunny but they're different.I bought him for my first born Tawny,i lent it to her for a couple of day's then took it back,(nice dad).I'm telling you this because these three where the main focus of many stories i use to tell my kids at bed time,over the years i got away from them and so doing got distanced from my childern.I'm a big scarey guy,but don't judge a book by it's cover.For me to be myself i have to bring some of my past in to my future,remembering who i am and what i once stood for.May be i'll even start posting a few stories for you,then you'll realize why my kids thing i'm CRAZY.lol.
wayne "Sweetheart" Lonely - 16 years, 25 days ago

The road ahead of me is going to be long,there will be many twists and turns.There will be some detours and side roads.Many forks and even a few dead ends.I can only take this journey step by step,trying to choose the right direction as i walk.I may even stumble and fall,but i have to be able to get up and not look back at that which made me stumble.How long my journey lasts depends on the choices i do make on the road,but i do know that the road is wide enough that i don't have to walk it alone,hopefully some where on my journey,i'll will be joined.If not then i at least hope to meet people on the way and enrich their lifes with the person i am,not the one i became.
wayne "Sweetheart" Lonely - 16 years, 25 days ago

We grow up together now we are growing apart.I once had your love,now it belongs to another.Letting go is hard but it is for the best,to remain friends this must be done.May you be happy with the one you've chose,your life be as AWESOME as you think it will be.It's time for me to find the one that will make me feel whole again.This may never happen,but i can still go on knowing i did have that happiness in my lfe at one time and my life has not been totally empty,for i have those momeories.Thank You.
wayne "Sweetheart" Lonely - 16 years, 25 days ago