R.I.P. Joshua David Black. I love you so very much and I will miss you more than anyone else.
Unknown "Cool Owners Pet" Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 11 days ago

This one is for you....you know who you are. <3 ^_^ hehe


Small simple safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs and dries and flakes and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight.
I want the pain of payments.
What's left but a section of pigmy sized cuts,
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter,
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like aything, especially a FUCKING KNIFE!!!!!<3
Unknown "Cool Owners Pet" Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 17 days ago

It's really rainy here. I love it!<3 I wish it was like this every day.
Unknown "Cool Owners Pet" Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 18 days ago

Scattered Pictures: by....yours truely ^_^


I look at the pictures scattered across my floor.
That is when I hear the knock on the door.
It's my mom telling me that it's time to go.
It's time to let all of my memories go.
I look up at her and I want to say,
"Please just give me a few more days."
I promise and say that I'll behave.
These memories of days long past are what I will save.
It seems dead quiet in my room,
Giving it a sense of dread and doom.
I'm hoping that I will not forget them,
I'm praying that I will not forget them.
Those who have helped me through some hard times,
Helping me think up these shitty rhymes.
They are who I want to forget,
Telling me not to give in and to not forfeit.
They made me look forward to each coming day
And they always seemed to have something to say.
Telling me if I had made a stupid mistake,
Accepting me when I thought I was a fake.
I'm hoping that I will always remember
To never give in, never surrender.
I love every single one of you.
I will never forget,
And always remember.
Unknown "Cool Owners Pet" Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 18 days ago

I am in the mood to listen to metal. lol What am I saying? I'm always in the mood to listen to metal. =]
Unknown "Cool Owners Pet" Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 23 days ago