I was a bit angry this day..... obviously.

Fuck the Jackals!

My life is mine, my soul's my own,
Jackals howling, just leave me alone.
You take your bit - and he takes his.
Take a bit more, is that a big score?
Hope you're happy with your find-
what you've got is mine!
I can't get a grip
I don't understand your trip.
Are you not a soul? You need to find YOUR whole.
Don't go taking from me, I've got nothing to give.
Just leave me alone, go on chewing your bone.
This is a world for the dogs
and souls don't belong.
Exactly what is your depth?
Can you sit in judgement?
No I don't want to know,
at least my world's mellow.
I don't have to beg and I don't have to steal.
I don't have to lie and I just don't TAKE!
Hey - what a thought...
Do you think you could give?
Do you know how?
How to give?
How to live?
Maybe I'm okay, at least I make my own way.
Fuck those jackals - hear the howling?
"She's a witch, she's a bitch, she's just a fuck up.
We're all okay - so cheers - drink up!"
What a noise, what a noise,
what great fucking din-
Why? Fuck why - did I ever let that noise in?

Ed Binns (early) 2001
Unknown Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 12 days ago

Kissed anyone one of your HP friends? No
Been arrested? Yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? No
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Held a snake? Yes
Ran a red light? No
Been suspended from school? Yes
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? Yes
Been fired from a job? No
Sang karaoke? Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? Yes
Sang in the shower? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No
Broken a bone? Yes
Shaved your head? Yes
Blacked out from drinking? Yes
Played a prank on someone? No
Felt like killing someone? Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
Been in a band? No
Shot a gun? No
Tripped on mushrooms? No
Donated Blood? No
Eaten alligator meat? Yes, well crocodile anyway
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? No
Think about the future? Yes
Believe in love? Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? No
Unknown Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 12 days ago

Solitary Ways

I met a beautiful boy one day, made my heart skip a beat in that familiar way.
I clowned around and danced for him,
Started dreaming - you know the feeling.
Just like a young girl and some fancy guitar man
Chasing a dream with no particular plan.
But I've been down that road before,
I know the score.
I learned some lessons in love on the way
and it's never worth the price that you pay.
So please don't play me like that fret board in your hands,
another tattered heart is more than I could stand.
Take your fancy finger work and smooth talking ways
and leave me alone here in my solitary haze.

Ed Binns 2002
Unknown Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 12 days ago