I find myself coming to u…
Every time and everyday…
U have brought me peace…
and took all my confused feelings in…
kept my secrets all for ages…
and reminded me there is always a friend…
our words r silent…
but I can feel our relation since I was here…
Looking at u they say blue…
but I see all ur colors…
see me as u always did…
and that’s why they call u sea…

all those years of hopes and dreams…
kept me faithless but in peace…
although hurt but I`m surviving…
not for a purpose just my nature…
I wont be gone like this…
although a life I didn’t choose…
I`ll fight and ride all those waves…
Until I find peace and an ending…
Keep on running until the end…
And even if its got harder again…
I`ll not stop, i`ll be walking till the end nothing will hold me…
I`ll run, run, run it all…
All of this time I didn’t want…

Old friend u know my life is brighter…
With feelings I’ve sealed so long…
I didn’t think it can be…
But it might be another lesson…
I loved u know, over and over…
But now I feel loved my friend…
And it isn’t like what have or ever existed…
Its a sea like u of love…
And i`m way far from shore…
sinking deeper and deeper in…
I don’t know if I can breath…
But it all don’t matter anymore…
I already lost it all…
I don’t want to fight no more…
I`ll just sink endlessly…
Until it throws me again…
Somewhere…
And In front of u i`ll sit…
tell u abt what have been…
And try to continue the journey…
i`ll stand on my feet…
Start to walk…
To run again…

Unknown Loving - 16 years, 9 months, 29 days ago

See the stars how so far...
Even from the moons surface...
Was so near but now i feel...
Casted away by my own hands...
Once i was just there…
In ur hands...
Loved and warm as every wish...
And i longed and desired u...
As i still do, dream and wish...
In a place that was made…
Only for u my queen, my moon…
Now if it could be...
I feel more...
Or does it seem...
Far away somehow I feel...
And my love seems so distant...
But it reached a knife i have...
In my hands and it will show...
All the feelings i have for u...
All the things others cant fill…
Red u see it through the stabs...
And it will take more of me...
And the throne u forget abt…
And it will be one…
With the heart u left away...
Alone for a knife that felt...
All the love i have for u...

Unknown Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 14 days ago

ok sorry this is a little 18+ wrote it recently...

do u really want to give it to me...
ur heart, body, soul and future...
its a commitment and a dark contract...
in which u`ll loose all what u once known...
everything will be destroyed…
all memories and all what was built...
by just a strike of my whip...
will leave it all empty...
and every strike will run it all out red...
tears will run i know...
but loosing control is the key to that door...
open it and lay raw and naked...
dont be scared the cold my love will worm...
and all wounds i`ll kiss and heal...
and all emptiness i`ll fill and rebuild...
lay in my arms like a new born...
where all love is pure as snow...
and the only tears u`ll see...
are mine as i look at u...
Unknown Loving - 16 years, 10 months, 18 days ago

In this most time of need
Bursting in flames is a beautiful thought
As it turns to red, black and blue
As peeling is a thought to see
Red appears to flow around
As satisfaction is hunger’s captive
Blue seems to flow inside
As the inside is all u see
Black flows all over

The marks have opened, roads of everlast
Through rivers of sorrow, there it lies
The road of one
The blue sea
The mother to every lonely child
In his most time of need

Overwhelming
The feeling of freedom
The answers u wanted, the prison u built
Breaking away in a minute
And a new kingdom of u is born
Is asking for a king
Get blind to see
Speechless to get answers
Crippled to arrive
Heartless to finally feel
The freedom u seek
In this time of need

Unknown Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 5 days ago

Blood flows...
Down rivers so dry...
Although so cold, never but hot...
Life isnt in there, but always around...

Ask me how come, Same is all u see...
Read deeper into the eyes, And hope for the truth...
Its not clear for u…I know...
Green trees and butterflies, Rainbows and sunshine...
And a touch of pain that’s what u know...
Sworn to a great divine, That’s a fragment...

How come u ask, Ask the stars ...
And feel it don’t see it, That’s your northern star...

I see who u r, Not what u know but what u really r...
Beautiful I see, as I look in your eyes, your soul...
Don’t believe me as I tell u...
Love is given wither u want it or not...
Wither u know it or not...
Like u cant control the river flow, If it wants to go up or down...
Blood flows...

Unknown Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 10 days ago