Taking Control

How do I refine those words packed away in my mind?
All those sleepless night, my body feels tense and tight
If granted one wish, there would be words I want to dismiss
But did you think that I forgot my feelings that you boycot
Running my spirit into the ground, covering with dirt in a neat little mound
Colour of my heart is ebony, Fuck you now this time its about me
I will no longer be repressed, I found myself when put to the test
Clouds parted and light came through, as for your games I will not be subdue
I learned how to appreciate and clear in my life the things that complicate
So now I feel invincibe with the feeling that my life has principal
I'll never fall victim to you again cause my mind is now on the mend
I'm elated, elevated never letting things in my life get belated
Can't you see, this time its about me and couldn't give a fuck if you disagree
No more impact, my soul I retract we were never good together its time to face facts
No longer coiled around your finger I toiled, sorry about your plans but they had to be foiled
I will dissaociate no longer communicate cause in my life I control my fate
Cause I am taking back control
Unknown "Delectable ;)" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months, 8 days ago

Whats my name?

My name is Bud and I'm from the Dub, I've got the intelligence of Elmer Fudd
I've got a habbit, it make me rabbid always looking for that waskley wabbit
I don't hunt ducks or either bucks, I'm looking for a foot to bring me luck
I creep around walking the town, hope'in this shot will bring him down
I'm having a fit the last shell just missed it, please be very very quiet
This feels like tag, wiping my face with a rag, I'm getting tired of that finger in the barrell gag
Now I'm steppin with a new loaded weapon thinking bout the fur that I'll be gettin
Now its getting dark, the dogs starting to bark, Got him now hes in the park
I've got ya now, hes just stading there like a sow, time up over blaow
Hunting seasons over, now I don't need rover, didn't get that foot but a least I got this clover
Unknown "Delectable ;)" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months, 8 days ago

Untitled

These words I use are conclusive sometimes elusive, my emotions can be rather reclusive.
With my thoughts I try not to hesitate or premeditate, If its in my mind I have to appreciate.
My old self can be found in the obituary this January, I have will power its like a military.
These words are to advocate and alleviate, cause if the past is forgotten I'm sure it will complicate.
Reading between the lines is pragmatic, you would realize why I'm ecstatic and not being overdramatic.
Unknown "Delectable ;)" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months, 8 days ago

Unfinished

The indegestion of the suggestion makes me lay awake and question.
How to realize and synthsize that this relationship has been finalyized
Unknown "Delectable ;)" Ecstatic - 16 years, 2 months, 8 days ago