Monday, February 18th, 2008 PST


Pisces Horoscope (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
You are standing at the very edge of an opening and you will get to walk through this window of opportunity over the next few days. In the meantime, make the most of where you are by paying close attention to what's happening. Watching how others respond to you is one way, but don't forget to also tune into your own inner process. If it happens in your imagination, it can also happen in your real life.

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Unknown "Yummy Mommy" - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago

Pleasure VS Happiness


Many people equate pleasure with happiness. It's true that doing things that are pleasurable will contribute to happiness. But, does the word Happiness not have to include a sense of satisfaction? That does not mean that pursuing your goals and having aspirations is a bad way to go. Not at all, Satisfaction comes from things like... a job well done. And work, while not always pleasureable, allows us to be pleased with our own efforts. For generations the human race has come to expect gratification instantly. What has developed is a sense of entitlement that often hold people back. The reason for this is simply because some feel that any effort expended is unnecessary and takes away from their enjoyment of life. Happiness is the result of a healthy attitude and a balance in lifestyle. Our search for pleasure can take us on a pursuit of money, a mission toward power, a materialistic lifestyle; or a rabbit hole filled with drugs, alcohol, and all the loss and drama that go with it. Pleasure is fleeting, and may result in addictions of all kinds because your needs are never satisfied. We can become distracted by such pursuits and the cost is great. Some will lose their families, some will lose their self-respect and the respect of others. Some will lose their self control and some will lose their minds. Consciences are being eroded all over the world today! They must be used in order for us to find happiness. Happiness is knowing that you are being the kind of person you would admire, and doing it the right way. Our energy must go toward what we know to be important. Success cannot be measured only by dollars and cents... but by the loyalty and respect you inspire in others who share your high standards.
Unknown "Yummy Mommy" - 16 years, 9 months, 23 days ago

Cyclonic Fatality

Each time you left my hearts desire
Three others lay in wait
Standing just outside my door
They beg to take your place

All with that familliar glow
and certain golden traits
Ones I recognized so well
Etched beneith your face

It's now my turn to see the truth
In quiet contemplation
I didn't know that all along
I had the sole solution

You wrote about a clock that day
and I admired your clear vision
I wonder then if you understood
The gravity of your decision

You grew up sad, misunderstood
Your pain was just too much
Your mother failed at motherhood
You craved a womans touch

There I was, so weak and yet
Stronger than we knew
I have a touch you won't forget
Perhaps a gift or two

The greatest gift I've always had
Locked up in my mind
Blinded by illusions quest
Some things I tried to hide

It's so clear, as light of day
In my past and in hers too
Your path erases innocence
We were sent because we knew

Now the pieces bent and torn
IT takes us all apart
Children wish they were not born
We destroy their tiny hearts

And so the cycle passes once
And once again you've given in
Creating rivers out of blood
You let the assholes win

I hope that you can understand
It's an experimental world
A challenge made when man began
And Man is not this cruel

DNA, is not so pure
Time is just a tool
From the heavens they were sent
To help us break the rules

Imperfection takes it's tole
Like a virus speading quickly
Seeping through our conciousness
A contaminated liquid sickness

You must read to find the truth.


Julia Marie
Unknown "Yummy Mommy" - 16 years, 9 months, 23 days ago

Isn’t it strange?

how numbness can change
the hurt into nothing
Yet nothing's the same
Isn't it sad
How when it went bad
We couldn't hang on
I knew I didn't belong
to the rythm that was played there
but I couldn't leave.

It seemed for a while
That only my smile
could illuminate the darkness
and shine a spotlight on the right place
Inside of your heart.

For heavens sake
It was too late
to turn away when
the fire began

For all that I am
And all I will be
There's a part of me still
That's setting you free
Even now in your cage
Isn't it strange.?

Isn't it hard
To know I played a part
And spoke to your heart
Just as you turned away ....

Isn't it a shame
That it was all just a game
Not knowing where the pieces fit
And now you're back inside of it
for now
I'll stand
here on my own
For the next round of life
To make room for the night
To fill me once more.
So quiet and still
Imposing my will
Only to myself
Tonight.

Where'd the time go?
Who's plan was in the making?
When little hearts were breaking.
And the universe collapsed around us.

Maybe I was chosen
Maybe I was taking
My place.

STRANGER

xo
Breathstrokes
Unknown "Yummy Mommy" - 16 years, 9 months, 23 days ago

Betrayal


When I speak of betrayal
I don't mean to me
I speak of a childs heart
Held in your hand
Eyes locked, bonding
and then
To turn away
Turning the security and love
that tenderness shown
Into a hole the size of your fist
In their person.
To tell a little boy.
I'll be back
We'll be together
Summers comming and I
Will be your father in your heart
We are a family
I love you
And then
To turn away
And leave him asking
Why is mommy sad?
Who will be my dad?
When will I be loved?
Why do they always go?

I don't have the answers
The betrayal stretches far
and deep
And someday.... I hope you are
Betrayed and scarred
by your own deceit.

julia
Unknown "Yummy Mommy" - 16 years, 9 months, 23 days ago