Existence.The day as it begins...
Today Morning
I wake up the Maverick
I toss my hair wild, I smell of sweat
Eyes Red, I reach out for a TV remote
To click and stare at the ever restless screen
I am Insanity with unkempt nails
And a bruised mind and a shattered psyche
I am a wave existing to never reach the shoreline
I see skulls and rotten faces, with no flesh or skin
I see layers and masks hidden in the filth of sin
I am crazy, I am the Megalomaniac
I am cluttered in my own junkyard
For today morning, I am Trash
Today Afternoon
I act the Ghost
I shift around in body less stupor
I cling to metal and there is just space
I reach out to hold my body and there is but air
Mirror, when I stare at thee
I see not me but I see a fake lucid shadow
A lazy torment following my footsteps
Like I’m aware there is a somebody beside me,
But when I turn to see, there she stands as always
The Great Nobody
I am the spirit without the flesh.
I am the Claustrophobia I feel in my own room
For this Afternoon, I am just Death
Today Evening
I feel like the Caged Beast
As I clatter the cold bars of the cage I’m within
I shriek, I yell, I tear at my flesh and rip of my skin
I am destruction, I am anger, and I am Rage
I am a hunters arrow thrust through the ribcage
I am the bloody white dove that flutters without life
And when I turn around to the open fields again
I see the sun setting, a prisoner just like me
I am Frustration with clenched hands
I am Icarus who fell with his wings Ablaze
For today evening, I am Bondage
And Tonight
I will be the whore
I shall take her hands and drown
I am Union, I am Completion
I will bind myself in Desire, In Desperation
I will laugh, I will cry
I will breathe like I never tasted air before
I am Lust, I am a Master, and I am the Slave
And when you’ll touch me again with your cold dark fingers
I will be Mine again, just as you will be Yours
And we will be Ours
I am Domination that spits on your face
I am Subordination that bows to Boot’s and lace
For tonight, I am a lover
Megalomania
- 16 years, 3 months, 12 days ago