And all my life went before my eyes like a flash..
How I was and how I have become
Memories….pains… fallen dreams …walking in a parade and the only one watching is me
Friends … friend… none.. Screams …insane music playing
Light of the sun is fading
Thinking…. What if? … Does is it have to be?...
Love … hate … cries..Silence ….coldness..Loneliness..Peace
Thoughts…worries…lost...sailing into the shadows of oblivious future
Living….what a burden
Dying…how is the end?
Past…too sad to be remembered..
Future… afraid of it
Family… doing my best…failed to protect the ones I love
Guilt….countless Mountains on my shoulder
Soul ….infected …sinned…impure
God…what a sinner I am…
Sleep…nightmares hunts me…dreams escapes like a sheep from a wolf
Regret….endless oceans
Tears…running rivers
Grave….what a bless
Darkness…home for the forgotten
Words….not to be read
Empty………..
No signals … he is gone
kareem "Kareem" Loyal - 15 years, 2 months, 2 days ago

and to the horizon we stare into the starry night sky...stars drawing countless raods before us some of them stay some of them fall... even though we enjoy the fallen ones yet they leave the most fearful scars... cursed ...chasing holograms of nothingness ..hoping for a day when we will rest.. but yet within ourselves we are sure that.... this is the most nonexisted hologram we are chasing.
kareem "Kareem" Loyal - 15 years, 2 months, 4 days ago

The Loner
alone i live alone i lived ... hear this ... it is called silence.. feel this .. it is called cold ...read this ... it says let one live alone care free do no evil like the elephant in the elephant forest... live in the shadows not to be seen not to be known ...and before you die write on your grave stone .... here lived the nameless and here he died alone.
kareem "Kareem" Loyal - 15 years, 2 months, 25 days ago

Days and days are passing by and I am at the temple of the nameless praying for my time to come and die
Alone I lived and alone I live like a ghost wondering in a colorless world under colorless sky
Only the time I feel, just counting the days that are passing by
Among my memories of the life I lived I remember when I sailed into the ocean of love
At first every day I spent was like a sweet rainy day at November
Only after I sailed away of the shore I knew the truth and stopped sailing no more
The ocean was red…. not because of love… but because of all the blood that was spilled
Hearts cut open …. Hopes got broken…enough for I need not to remember the days that I thought they are as sweet as the rainy days of November…
No more tears no more scars…. For I live alone in a colorless world under colorless sky
Just like an old ghost …counting the days that passes by….waiting for my day to come
To write the final chapter…just to rest and Die… and May be I will live another day to tell another story
And may be to tell another lie…. For I have nothing to lose I am just a ghost waiting for his time to rest and die…. But time will never stop and always the days will be passing by.

kareem "Kareem" Loyal - 15 years, 2 months, 26 days ago

i live .... don't you too???
day after day... like infinite cycles the day to come seams like the day it passed away
almost every day i wonder is this day tomorrow or is it yesterday,i wonder even though i am sure that the next day that will come will be exactly like yesterday,
among the frozen garden i walk watching my frozen dreams and hopes ,among them i live refusing to forget refusing to regret.... wrong you say?!, how come while every day you ask your self the dreaded question of uncertainty...why?,
it is okey a next day will come but hey it will be the same as the day that passed away,
but at the end i die.... and i DARE YOU TOO.
kareem "Kareem" Loyal - 15 years, 2 months, 29 days ago