And what a foolish, FOOLISH girl I've been.
Why do I convince myself that these false things are true? Convince my heart to pound and my breath the catch at the sound of a name, the words off the lips of a much desired lover.
Foolish girl to think it was possible.
Foolish girl to think I have time for these sand box fantasies and school yard games.
My unintended has many others, foolish girl to think I was the only one.
Foolish girl to take your words for more than just conversation.
Foolish girl to hear your name in the wind and your heart beat in the raindrops on my window.
Foolish girl to lose myself in an idea, a desire, a wish I walked into like a spider web across the door frame.
Foolish girl for letting that knot of jealousy twist itself for someone too far to touch, yet just a whispered prayer away.
Foolish girl for writing this.
Foolish girl for wanting you to stay.
Unknown "Jaquḝ" Ecstatic
- 16 years, 9 months, 18 days ago