One Last Goodbye-Anathema

How I needed you
How I grieve now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never.. never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve

In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real

I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a Silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
I wished, I wished you could have stayed
Unknown "Sapik Hanim" Confused - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago

Mansion of memories

Frozen tears made ice and gave rise to my castle.
captive , I can only touch the reality inside of it
The only light of a moon that never sets nor startles,
The sound of walls being crashed by some waves of the sea
Threaten to obfuscate my reason and innund my universe..

With dismay I run against my array of spider webb
A gesture away from my nakedness
I try to cover my scars in my dainty self
And hide away my weakness.


My castle is haunted by Sacred Pain standing aloof
Sneaking in my bed, we sleep everynight together
The bound has tied us tight forever
Escape to neither of us can be real nor true..

My darkened castle stands on mourning lands
And earthquakes make its flesh quiver
Sobbing with dispair in these unsteady sands,
Of illness my heart burns its peaks in fever.

Shallow structures betray my fragility
Jaunting forever pain surveils the stoop
NO hope nor indulgence shall bring tranquillity.
My soul and sanity you took..
Unknown "Sapik Hanim" Confused - 16 years, 9 months, 24 days ago

Scattered me..entities that reside in me

Life herself cries of anger facing the charms of death..
-two partners of Devil's -that in enemy camps reside..
scarce hope is for the Love that's in their twilight
for they're destined to hunt each other with fright.

no love can overpass the testimonies of Fate
no God can wash away the blood after their date.
Throwing itself over the virgin Life,
Death tries to kiss her in a bloodshed rife,
upon which she should become his lawful wife.

the Damsel cries;with innocence she strikes
bringing her Senior Death with love to life.
attraction of two worlds apart
engenders chaos in my core..
they live and fight in me with slought,
and time elapses with its drought of thought.
Life's falling delicately with a hypnotic grace,
but her companion won't let her crush herself in pain.
with tender heart he covers her silhouette,
making her lose her only breath.
with deep sights, the Darkness shelters in Light's arms.
all fire and ice have found their way through harms
and Time elapses with no hastened pace..
resurrection of my spirit.

Unknown "Sapik Hanim" Confused - 16 years, 9 months, 24 days ago