Holding her

holding her in my arms
for the first time
makes my heart beat
hard and fast

thinking this tiny thing
is part of me
part of my flesh
part of my blood

I know your mine
I know your lil hands
will grow and it pains
me to know i wont be there
to watch you grow

but know my heart
my thoughts go with u
and hope your feet
find the paths
to make you happy
Unknown "care bear" Lonely - 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago

My friend
My life
My love

My arms ache
To hold you
My heart aches
For your pain

I come close
Only to fail
Only to push
You farther away

Your my friend
Your my strength
When I need it

You ask for nothing
In return for helping
You ask for only
My friendship

Yes I love you
Yes I wish i was there
But I wish more than ever
For things to return
Back the way they
Used to be
Unknown "care bear" Lonely - 16 years, 9 months, 22 days ago

My pain my ache

My anger my sorrow

That I feel in my soul



My longing to be

By your side

To sing praises



My tears fall

In numbers

Greater than the stars

That shine in the sky



My helplessness that

Only you can cure

That your strength

I'm ashamed to received



I deserve nothing

Not your blood

Not for my life



Confusion I lay down

Knowing you know what

Is the best for us



Love is all I have left

That fills my heart

Knowing he died

So that I may live
Unknown "care bear" Lonely - 16 years, 9 months, 22 days ago

Trying to look into the future
To see if we are to be
To see if its worth the risk

Failure is all i get
For i can't see
What is to be
Only what could be

Knowing this i still lept
I went over the edge
I didn't try to stop
For I couldn't
I didn't want to

Now I'm here waiting
Loving you missing you
Wishing to be with you

I sit alone and wait
Hoping that you
Will walk back
Through my door
Unknown "care bear" Lonely - 16 years, 9 months, 22 days ago