The cold winds blew into life, my adored.
A bleeding heart we share, now on Azrael’s wings.

I fall like autumn rain…
You are my everything.

This lovelorn kiss of death in lugubrious silence…
Dawn breaks open like a wound… and the dreadful sun

Two souls entwined together,
still so alone.
Both you and I are shattered
and frozen in stone.

You begged for air from within this cold tomb
with pain sharp as a knife.
I now lie resting like a child on thy womb,
gave back a part of my life.

For a while it had disappeared, but nothing was changed.
A haze fell forever with her fading life.
I leaned my head back… then drank of opaline.
The emerald goddess came to me… she craved my soul.
And just for a while… I had forgotten.

Yes, it was all forgotten, but nothing was changed.
Suddenly a cold breeze blew across our room…
It felt like I wanted to leave… this world with her.

Come; drink with me the divine nectar of Olympus!
Sit beside me and help defy our adversity and loss…
this adversity and loss. It all ends with you!

I kiss you in your dying breath; sleeping quietly now.
Swept away by heavy eyelids; forever in my dreams…
and you will be safe in my dearest dreams…
My love… forever in my dearest dreams.
Unknown "Fallen One" Peaceful - 16 years, 6 months, 23 days ago

FEELINGS

Lost and helpless,
basking in the warmth of the brightest hottest star,
i am not afraid, i am safe here, i am loved,
held in your brilliantly shining embrace, my heart melts,
devoted, loyal, i give myself over to you freely, utterly, i am yours...

Feeling cold, i shiver uncontrollably,
your warmth has left me,
HURT!!
questions over and over in my head,
what have i done? Why dont you care? Why am i not worthy? Not good enough? Was it all a lie?...
ANGER!!
iv had it, ill leave, i dont need you, you do not deserve me...
TEARS OF AGONY!!!
come back to me i need you, i love you, i am nothing without you...

The light returns,
you shine on me once more,
an angry orange at first, but then an almost full brilliance,
once again my body floats,
thawing away all the hurt and anger,
butterflies, flowers, its magical here with you,
bursting with pure happiness i kneel once again at my soulkeepers feet ♥
Unknown "Fallen One" Peaceful - 16 years, 8 months, 13 days ago

sunday; blew up
fed up;shut up
must stop; i can't stop
i can't do this anymore
your eyes turned out
won't see
i'm shut out
what now; what now

why don't you see me
reach out and touch me
doesn't my hurt hurt enough
you say that you love me
not today maybe
doesn't my hurt hurt enough

first once; then twice
busy; too for me
miss you; i miss you
i miss you missing me
a few days; a few weeks
away drifting
heartsore; angry

why don't you see me
reach out and touch me
doesn't my hurt hurt enough
to warrant your sympathy
you say that you love me
but not today maybe
doesn't my hurt hurt enough

i thought it was me who had you to need
now i see the truth it was you who needed me

why don't you see me
touch me
doesn't my hurt hurt enough
you say that you love me
not today maybe
doesn't my hurt hurt enough

say that you love me
just say that you love me
please say that you love me
say that you love me
but not today maybe
doesn't my hurt hurt enough
Unknown "Fallen One" Peaceful - 16 years, 8 months, 16 days ago

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE NOW?

would you mind if i hurt you
understand that i need to
wish that i had other choices

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now

I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

Would you mind if I killed you
Would you mind if I tried to
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
Unknown "Fallen One" Peaceful - 16 years, 8 months, 19 days ago

TO DENE (AND MYSELF)....ONE DAY WE WILL HAVE THE COURAGE, TILL THEN, TAKE MY HAND DEAR FRIEND AND KNOW I COMFORT YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE AS YOU DO FOR ME!!

Frozen

I can´t feel my senses
I just feel the cold
All colors seem to fade away
I can´t reach my soul
I would stop running, If knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I´m forced to let go

Tell me I´m frozen but what can I do?
Can´t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I´m frozen but what can I do?

I can feel your sorrow
You won´t forgive me,
but I know you´ll be all right
It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go

Tell me I´m frozen but what can I do?
Can´t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I´m frozen but what can I do?

Everything will slip way
Shattered peaces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain

I can´t feel my senses
I just feel the cold
Frozen...
But what can I do?
Frozen...
Tell me I´m frozen but what can I do?
Can´t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I´m frozen, frozen...
Unknown "Fallen One" Peaceful - 16 years, 8 months, 19 days ago