i'm finally dating him tonight!
he called it "our little date" .. ♥

ceanne "Lionel's " Sad - 14 years, 12 months, 4 days ago

hmm.. i'm still 'lionel's' on here..
it's an abandoned space
with an abandoned me.
ceanne "Lionel's " Sad - 15 years, 2 months ago

it has been long..

do u know how hard can it be..
when u r missing someone terribly..
but ur heart keeps asking u don be..



ceanne "Lionel's " Sad - 15 years, 6 months, 27 days ago

the optimist already sees the scar over the wound;
the pessimist still sees the wound underneath the scar..

it's been said, time heals all wounds.
but it seems that the wounds remain.
in time, the mind, protecting its sanity,
covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens,
but it's never gone...

unfortunately..
me belongs to the latter group.

ceanne "Lionel's " Sad - 15 years, 10 months, 21 days ago

mesmerize...

I stare at you across the room
I see your warming face
I try to see the inside you hide
Your feelings I try to embrace

I realize as I look at you
As I just sit and stare
I can see you perfectly clear
But for some reason you're not there

I see your eyes, I see your face
But yet I can not see
Your loving inside that you had
I can't see your personality

I realize how much that you have changed
How you don't seem to care
I stare at you across the room
But yet you're not there
You're no longer there for me...

ceanne "Lionel's " Sad - 16 years, 4 days ago