You may need somebody~ You may love somebody~ But, please don't ask yourself why you need to love someone. It doesn't make sense to me~
Unknown "reave" Evasive - 16 years, 8 months, 19 days ago

1st, thx those thumbed my tales even he/ she had reli read them or not~~ of course, I like ppl read through my tale b4 they choose to thumber or not to do so (actuali this statement is logicali incorrect, those who just "click click click" won't c this)~~

2nd, someone reported that the tale is a bit long~~ I veri feel apologetic about this but......
ok~~ here's another one called~~

"we loved"
Listless life, maybe I presently get used to subsist in this way~~
Vexation is gathered, and lonesomeness is the upshot~~
My reminiscence is just like wind, clutter and losing sequence~~
Every time I told myself, frailness isn’t an excuse to live with~~
Yet, I think you still don’t understand, sometime I haven’t recall you already~~
But again when I ‘m staring at you, whose the face that cannot bear to part, I still miserably suffered~~

For someone or something, we were split~~
And it doesn’t matter anymore, as long as you don’t look back on what went before~~
Once in a while when I am alone, I may bitterly think of your sweet-nature~~
Maybe now you’ve changed a lot and a lot; nevertheless, I am not the one I was already~~
Only if we valorously believe we’ve wholeheartedly loved each other, it’s already enough~~

The past, let it pass, and it’s better to be vanished in mind~~
Again, I don’t know why I collect perplexity and let them fill up my wound~~
I try, try to anesthetize myself by high jinks, turn myself to be busy in every second for killing the sorrowful heart~~
Every time I told myself, remorsefulness isn’t also an excuse to live with~~
Yet, I think you still don’t understand, no one make me forget you in my sea~~
But again when I ‘m staring at you, whose the face that cannot bear to part, I still miserably suffered~~

For someone or something, we were split~~
And it doesn’t matter anymore, as long as you don’t look back on what went before~~
Once in a while when I am alone, I may bitterly think of your sweet-nature~~
Maybe now you’ve changed a lot and a lot; nevertheless, I am not the one I was already~~
Only if we valorously believe we’ve wholeheartedly loved each other, it’s really enough~~
Unknown "reave" Evasive - 16 years, 11 months, 4 days ago

"about you and me in a café…"
It was blurring, blur to remember when the day was. I just remember that it was an hour, an hour that only belong to you and me. The scenery was just like you, hard to expect, hard to be understood. Sometimes it was a sunny day. Sometimes it was a night with a brightly clear moon.

Maybe it is true that smell is long lasting because I could still faintly smell the scent when you first approached to me. And you asked “Is there anyone sitting here?” the only answer I could reply is “No, please feel free to sit down.”

Then I did nothing but only looked at you bashfully, until you said “Is there something on my face.” I lied “No, I just wonder what coffee you are drinking.”

Yes. I lied. It was simply because I did not have the guts to say that I stare at you because of your angel face. Look at you at my first sight; I had the only feeling that I knew I love you before we met. But luckily I had started to say something to you. I still remember the coffee you drank was a cup of caramel Macchiato which has just become my favorite. In that hour, I think it was the ever best time in my life. We talked. We laughed. We shared what we had experienced. The feeling is strange because she just seemed to know me and what I think. I felt that the tiny hour was just like day and night. I nearly believed that I found a touchable angel.

However, the world is full of illusions. When I asked “May I buy you one more coffee so that we can have another hour to talk?” you gave me a sorrowful answer. You said you had to leave and go to a place where you even didn’t know about. At that moment, I truthfully wish that everything, even time could stop. But I knew that is impossible. The only words I could say is just “goodbye” with my crying heart.

You stood up and smile, a smile saying goodbye.

Why? Why the happy time is always short? Why don’t give me one more chance? Maybe god knows.

Last, I knew it was the time to face the truth, the truth is, I could not be with you. And after leaving me, I could only try to pretend that you are still close to me and did not go away. I don’t know whether it is lonely or not.

Times go by, and my memory about you has faded without control. I know maybe you have changed a lot at this time and I am also not the one in the past. And the thing that still grasps in my mind is your last smile. It is a perfect eternity; at least this is what I think.

If I got a chance to go back to that time, I would still do nothing because that maybe the best distance between you and me. Again I recall your smile, it seems that you want to tell me, on that day you leave me, another angel whom I should cherish, will appear.
Unknown "reave" Evasive - 16 years, 11 months, 11 days ago

"We are not Fantastic Four, yet..."
Oh...i've not updated anything here for some days because of one word, lazy.

em...just a dialogue which came from the movie made me muse.

"i've no choice."

and up to this moment, what the surmise is, yes, it really does.

it's because we lack of power...... power of money, power of being healthy, power of social status.

somehow we can only follow limited directions doubtfully.

BUT, please remind yourselves one thing.

that is, you clutch the power of love.

even though you aren't Mr. Fantastic or Invisible Woman,

with this on your way, you will find the truth.
(originally wrote on 27 June)
Unknown "reave" Evasive - 16 years, 11 months, 12 days ago