So lately I been wondering if I am the odd man out. I been rejected kind of by a couple of ladies. But part of the reason I think I am the odd man, is that I asked if they were interested in me, to which I got told no they don't think of me in that way. Which I was cool with, but they worried this answer would upset me.

This is why I was wondering is it common for guys to freak out when they are rejected? Seriously it doesn't help you out in the long run freaking out at every girl who isn't interested in you. I don't know it could be the fat man in saying this but being rejected is pretty damn common.

That is my brain dump for today.
Blake Rothwell ".:NFS:." Carefree - 12 years, 7 months, 22 days ago

I have been having trouble sleeping lately not sure why I think it is because the house is too hot. Even with AC on it is getting to me. Could also be that I need to clean the sheets.
Blake Rothwell ".:NFS:." Carefree - 13 years, 1 month, 28 days ago

So I did something most people think was insane, I spent a more then 100 hours on a bus.
Blake Rothwell ".:NFS:." Carefree - 13 years, 3 months, 8 days ago

So I am working at a kids camp at this summer, we shall see how it goes. I have really forgotten how much work cooking for kids can be. Next week is the real start.
Blake Rothwell ".:NFS:." Carefree - 13 years, 4 months, 19 days ago

I guess I should say that some day I will figure out what my goals are in life. But it has come down to me choices to be myself in the first place. And that is what my current goal is.
Blake Rothwell ".:NFS:." Carefree - 16 years, 11 months, 4 days ago