Sketches of a past unknown,
tears of a love untold.
She sits in a corner all alone,
memories attacking at every turn.

You site behind your desk
quiet and content.
Unaware of the battle that rages inside
as the memories fight to be by your side

They pull and tug at her
wishing to be free.
She the one that shields your mind
and locks your memories

You sip your coffee
she screams her pain
you sit relaxed
she sits constrained

She is your shield
and takes your blows
sheilding you from past pains
and protecting your tender mind

You are her creator
the one that keeps her living
together you are one
together you are strong

-Vampira- "Beloved Empress" Loving - 15 years, 3 months, 25 days ago

Christina took the What Color do Your Eyes Reflect? quiz and the result is Pink
Your eyes reflect the color Pink. You are a person who wears their heart on their sleeves. You are full of emotion and have a tendency to be very open with people. You adore the simple things in life and refer them as "gifts". You have an aura around you that radiats how loving and caring you are. You spend most of your time trying to make others happy. You also try to focus on yourself as well. You are also very supportive and sensitive. Because you are so emotional you have a tendency to also be very depressed and can be devastated by a loss. You can also be moody and angry at times when people diagree with you. In all you are Emotional.
-Vampira- "Beloved Empress" Loving - 15 years, 8 months, 22 days ago

I stand ready watching you,
your fangs bared and ready.
I feel your breath on my skin
you smell my blood deep within,
i gasp and bite back the pain
you groan and enjoy the drain,
i feel the pain
but dont want you to stop.
you pin me down
i dnt complain,
a desire so strong
a longing so deep
your lips touch my skin
sending shivers through my skin
your body against mine
so harmless yet so toxic.
-Vampira- "Beloved Empress" Loving - 15 years, 9 months, 18 days ago

I was once confused
I was one lost
Then i found myself
My confusion a thing of the past
I was strong
Then you came along
and my world was filled with joy
and full of love
I thought that this would last awhile
I spoilt you and gave you what material things i could
I showed you part of my love
to scared to show it all
I had my doubts
and wondered wether you truelly cared
Then when I finally did allow my feelings to take me over
You crushed me with your words
I thought that my doubts where wrong
But that heart shattering night you proved me right
Now I'm hurled back into my world of confusion
My world is upside down once again
and once again my heart weaps
and once again my eyes see the darkness of the world
and everything I look at reminds me of you
Your stay was short but your leave was long and is long
as the pain you gave me is left behind
-Vampira- "Beloved Empress" Loving - 15 years, 10 months, 23 days ago

You see, I want a lot.
Perhaps I want everything:
the darkness that comes from every infinite fall
and the shivering blaze of every step up.
So many live on and want nothing ...
You have not grown old, and it is not too late
to dive into your increasing depths
where life calmly gives out its own secret.

-Vampira- "Beloved Empress" Loving - 15 years, 10 months, 26 days ago