Hello all who have come before.
I am somewhat back and will be re-vamping my page little bits at a time, when circumstances allow it.
I have missed you all and hope that the hollidays and new year have treated you well.
Unknown "nălucă - NFS" Evasive - 15 years, 9 months, 27 days ago

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in his grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
I’m so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

(Creed: One Last Breath)
Unknown "nălucă - NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 7 months, 8 days ago

Love.
Honor.
Truth.
Integrity.
Are they really that complicated?
Unknown "nălucă - NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 7 months, 18 days ago

Does it make sense or is it even possible to completly and totally hate your life but still care about those in it?

How horrible must it be for those who believe their lives are so miserable that the only way for it to get better is to end it? And how much more horrible is it for those who even that option is denied? People who want nothing more than for the endless sadness to go away but are far too needed in their day to day lives to make it stop.
Unknown "nălucă - NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 8 months, 1 day ago

You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song
(You're so alone)
All faith is lost for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame
(Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent by hope
(You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love
(Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me
(Like you held on to life)
Like you held on to life
(When all fears came alive and entombed me)
My vampire heart

Love me
(Like you love the sun)
Like you love the sun
(Scorching the blood in my)
My vampire heart

(HIM: Vampire Heart)
Unknown "nălucă - NFS" Evasive - 16 years, 8 months, 7 days ago