Wow ok So I was sitting here in my hospital bed thinking right now, Last night I apologized to somebody for what ever stress they were caused when hearing about my little adventure. I had let this person into my heart and they decided to step on it and crush it into a million pieces and I apologized to them. How does that work?

After I seen the stress and heartbreak I put my family thru because I thought I couldn"t take the pain of having my love thrown away. I feel really stupid because I let this person effect me like that. Never in my life have I ever let somebody bring me down that way, AND trust and believe NOBODY EVER WILL AGAIN. I realize now that no other person on this earth is worth putting myself and my family thru any stress!!!!!!
Unknown "Ms. Sweet " Growling - 16 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

Have you ever loved somebody so deeply that you were willing to do whatever you needed to do to be with them?
Did they return your love?
Or were they just claiming to return it?
And then did you find out mere days before you walked away from your life as you knew it that they didn't mean it when they said "I LOVE YOU"
Did it crush you to the point that you felt no reason to go on?
Did you try to end your own misery?
So did I!!!!
So did I!!!!

Lucky for me I can't do anything right!


Unknown "Ms. Sweet " Growling - 16 years, 7 months, 8 days ago

OK So yeah, I've been away for a while had some stuff to deal with. And now that I've dealt with it I'm not the same person anymore. I now have a VERY different outlook on life.
Unknown "Ms. Sweet " Growling - 16 years, 7 months, 10 days ago