i swear, if I had a million dollars my parents would still find something to complain about me.

Why can't they just trust me to make the right decisions for myself?

I don't want to conform, to work for the man.

I want to be free, to be happy.

different Generation
different Country
different LIFE

if SUCCESS in their eyes was so easy, then life would not be interesting anymore.

I need time, time they are not giving me.

So this is the end of my tale. Maybe it's time to take flight. To make my move.

the feeling of being loved again, of friendship, of unparalleled emotions.

maybe this is the end of something that could have been, should have been, would have been.
maybe this is it.

but

maybe this is the beginning of something extraordinary...
Unknown "Pörri=^.^=" Lonely - 16 years, 4 days ago

The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw: my inability to change.

I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... It feels better somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... Who knows what other pain might be waiting out there. Chances are it could be even worse.

So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... Except maybe yourself a little.

When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really, really close. Which, thank God, they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again.

Unknown "Pörri=^.^=" Lonely - 16 years, 4 days ago

"There's nothing in the world like being young and in love. It gives you the power to do things you would never have had the courage to do otherwise. It inspires you to make yourself vulnerable, put your heart on the line...To give more than you can give. To speak heart-felt sentiments you thought only existed in old books and flowery poetry. And it can make you forget everything except love itself. That one thing that makes life worth living. The object of your affection...Inspired by love, we can move mountains, make great changes, do great things. But we can also become so blinded by it that we forget everything, everyone. Even ourselves."
Unknown "Pörri=^.^=" Lonely - 16 years, 4 days ago

yyuummm!!! Thanksgiving leftovers!
Unknown "Pörri=^.^=" Lonely - 16 years, 28 days ago

why do families have to hate each other??!?!?!? AND why do i need to be caught in the middle?.... ._. sigh.....
Unknown "Pörri=^.^=" Lonely - 16 years, 6 months, 1 day ago