(This Is a Three Part Tale READ DOWN ^^)

Is there anything you have a passion for, any one thing you believe in with out doubt with out cause of a moments stutter, with out drawing a breath to think the need to stop or cease believing in?


I believe that all of us have one thing, normally our family or our friends. We hold these people in our hearts, we believe in them with out the need to stop, they are often what makes us and what can inevitably break us the easiest, but that is not the answer to my question, is there anyone thing you believe beyond persons, a cause, an idea or anything that you believe in because of a fundamental belief that it is morally right or wrong.


I have found few cause to give my faith to (Beyond my faith but that is a matter entirely on a separate subject), certain things I may have moral just to find that I hate or that I love (generally to do with a form of evil, a crime or something that is an evil disgust done by the black hearts of evil men) but never anything of a simple idea, a simple reason to join with others to rally against something that is bad, I have spent the most of today studying something, or more or less a church.


I believe in the freedom of worship that we are all entitled to believe and worship as we wish, I have no qualms with any religion though I may find a few unsavory if they ascertain that they are the only religion and that belief in another religion is wrong, that does tend to get my goat.


Today I have been studying Scientology, I have had previous misdoings when I was neigh on forced to spend three hours in a "Meeting" (read - Forced Fund Raising) where as far as I was able to decipher that the more you give the "higher" you progress in the church (I had a wonderful laugh as I figured that was effectively 'Leveling Up'), unfortunately this leads to some of the inevitable that people give more than they can afford and debt and even bankruptcy, this leads to a worse state of life a degradation in family ways. Not far beyond this the church itself pushes for a type of family segregation but this is itself a personal matter so I can say nothing on that but my personal opinion which I will not as it would stray too far. There are more and more things on the matter of this church that turn my own morals that I fin against my tastes, but most of these I can neither prove or have full belief in whether they are true no matter how credible they seem to how I have seen this church operate.


Why and what brought me to this subject is some what of a quandary of mostly the weirdest of things there was recently a protest globally in many major cities against Scientology (Feb 10th 08') and I was pointed towards it more so today so I researched as I could a fair few things, I take into account that all the bad things that are said I may personally find to a degree of truth but there is no actual proof that condones it fully. These protests were organized by a group known as Anonymous, I had heard of this phrase before, they in my view are termed as anyone who posts on a group of message board (mainly the chan boards) they are anyone and everyone posting there opinion on what ever subject, often the topics are of things I find unsavory every so often something will pique my interest and I will read it but for the majority of the time I do not even visit the sites I merely know of them and of some of the quotes that come from it. So it was of some surprise to find out that Anonymous is and according to the news always has been a small group of hackers, now it maybe that anonymous may include hackers but it is not the majority and surely not some form of leadership.


Unknown "+K-kun+" Peaceful - 16 years, 2 months, 21 days ago

Because the news has twisted the meaning of anonymous into being some small group of Activists, some form of "bad persons" group lead by hackers extraordinaire, Anonymous is nothing of that sort it is anyone it is a person with an opinion, it can be me, it can be you, it could be your neighbour. What I am saying is Anonymous is anyone and everyone. They have started protests against Scientology, for some of them have found a belief that this church is doing wrong that there is something amiss here, something terribly wrong and that it is being allowed to go on, that it is Being Allowed To Continue with out and Protest and Any Will Or Whim Showing that there is wrong doings here, these beliefs have been passed to others and others have come to believe and to find a unity, I applaud this, no I do more than that I stand up and I may stand with these people I will stand with there belief that though the religion itself is not evil, though the belief in the religion is not evil that the Worship is not evil. But that the people who run this church, the people who are trusted, The Very People who are believed in to do the right thing are in fact doing wrong, taking that trust and twisting it to allow them to get away with bad and wrong things, I believe that they are the evil.

So I have found something to believe in something to hold onto Ideologically, for now at any rate, I will attend the next Protest on March the 15th out side the London Branches and though I may never actually believe myself to be part of Anonymous, I will be there Brother, I will be there friend and I will march with them in this Protest.

Knowledge Is Free.

We Are Anonymous.

We Are Legion.

We Do Not Forgive.

We Do Not Forget.

Expect Us.

For those that wish to see Anonymous message to Scientology it is here:
Link for Message
Unknown "+K-kun+" Peaceful - 16 years, 2 months, 21 days ago

I hope you can find something to believe in; maybe you will research this and find it is towards your taste, maybe not? Either way having an Idea, a Moral or a Belief to hold to your heart and to your mind could help you, it helped give me something to believe in for now and having that alone something to look towards and help and hold can help any one person, freeing there body, there mind and there soul maybe just a little and in this world being freed and able to protest for what you believe in is our moral right, is our God given allowance.


Though, as with most things it is a two sided thing, any belief can be turned from being a freedom to something that will hold you and capture too much of your mind, it can bind you to having no other freedom, so keep check on how free your mind is on what believes are holding you, see if you need to be held that much or if the binding is too strong and that you must escape it, sometimes it will be worth these bindings sometimes it will not. That will be your point to figure out, your choice to decide on, whether you hold to it or whether you leave.


Unknown "+K-kun+" Peaceful - 16 years, 2 months, 21 days ago

Generally my tales seem to be when I am sad, tired or generally depressed about things, this one is not.

^^

Kindness to talk to some one new and say I hope you are ok, kindness enough to help when needed, to be selfless, I wish I truly had that. I do try, on Sunday I was on a bus taking my Button Thief to her train back to Portsmouth, when a woman got on the bus and just suddenly sat and then lay down, I was worried since the woman didn't look too great, but it took me 3 - 5 minutes to screw up the courage to actually get up and ask her if she was ok, she was fine as it happened [to the point where she got off at the same stop we did as fine as a daisy though she did forget the flowers she had when she got on], but it took five minutes for me to find that part of my humanity that should of came out quicker to see if she needed help.

Why?

Fear of being seen as stupid? Fear of the woman in case she was violent? Fear of what others would think? No I think it was just Fear of the unknown not knowing whether to help or to stay waiting to see if some one else will help, whether I needed to make that mental and physical push to actually offer my assistance.

Try harder my mind says, be a better person but keep that protective mind set that is still needed in this day and age, think quicker and be correct. I wish I could reverse engineer my mind like a computer, would make things simpler, make things easier to manage and deal with.

Next time I will figure it out quicker ^^, look at the variables and decide on what to do.

Not a depressing tale or a sad one, maybe not happy but definitely Brighter ^^, some one has been kind to me in the last couple of days made me feel better, made me feel less depressed about things, showed me kindness and complimented me. Maybe we should all be a bit kinder to each other make the world a happier place?

I would hope so.
Unknown "+K-kun+" Peaceful - 16 years, 3 months, 16 days ago

Pissed off, tired, angry and a head ache like a bull kicked me. Fucking friends treating me like crp three monthes of shit socially, home life and wonderful romantic life full of crap and hurt.

I feel fucking Emo, been pretty much wearing a smile at every fucking event I've gone to for last couple of weeks, crappy fucking anger fucking want to break down and fucking scream, was in a wonderful fight last night and I'm damned sure I would of fucking not stopped if the guys mate hadn't of dragged him away.

God so tired of crap.. just want to at least hav a little peacful period, no complex shit, I don't expect God to give me a happy go lovely time but something nicer would be better.
Unknown "+K-kun+" Peaceful - 16 years, 3 months, 18 days ago