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Why thank you! XD

I was pretty unsure of what to write after that "I hate you" comment, but I never hated you, just know that. I pretty much give you all those words back, since I know we had something special and you managed to write what I could not. I will remember my time with you fondly, since they were some of the best conversations and laughs I've ever shared with another. I will never look back and wish for it to be different, or for it to never have happened because that would be the biggest lie I could ever tell. Even if you don't talk to me, even after fifty years, if you poke me randomly and say you need to cry, my shoulder will still always be yours to lean on. It's horrible that it ended this way, and I know its pretty much my fault for being how I am. I have so much emotional and mental baggage that I don't even know how to admit a lot of things to myself, but you helped me so much in that aspect, getting over one hurdle at a time with you by my side, and I'm forever grateful to you for that. You were my first girlfriend, and my second love, something I will not deny, ever. You've always been able to make me smile with your tales of expeditions and magic making. If you were a book, you'd be my favourite book of all time and I'd pass you down the generations like a precious heirloom. So just know I don't regret anything, just that it ended this way. I shouldn't have shouted at you for things that aren't your fault, nor for you wanting my attention. I should have given it more instead of drowning in self pity and pushing you away. I'll always remember you for who you are, a precious gem.

Yes ^_^