I really need a hug. Some kind of human contact. Spend way too much time alone. Like days alone. Not even kidding. Last night I started laughing for no reason and kept it up for about 5 minutes. I worry that I'm beginning to lose my mind. And yet I do nothing to fix it. Strange, no?
Len Haluk "a great guy" Scared - 13 years, 5 months, 26 days ago

My mom passed away last night. I'm still numb. It kinda feels like I drank some bad milk.
Len Haluk "a great guy" Scared - 14 years, 4 months, 7 days ago

Man, this single life thing isn't at all fun. I'm so lonely lately, it's insane.
I'm sure it'll change sooner or later and I'll meet someone, but for now, it sucks.

Len Haluk "a great guy" Scared - 14 years, 5 months, 4 days ago

I grew up in this house in a now abandoned town by the name of Parkerview. Even though it's been over 26 years since I've seen it, I still miss the place. Some really good memories there including my dad teaching me how to do that trick where you put a blade of grass between your thumbs and blow and it makes a loud honking sound. One of our few bonding moments. I wish I could move back.
Len Haluk "a great guy" Scared - 14 years, 8 months, 6 days ago

I went out with a few friends tonight. they were either couples, or one half of. Funny thing is, I only ever feel lonely when I hang out with these particular people. The rest of the time, I don't mind being alone. I think it's cause they have good relationships(as far as I know anyways) and I have yet to have one that works. Oh well. I'm sure it'll pass by morning.
Len Haluk "a great guy" Scared - 14 years, 8 months, 27 days ago