What mental disorder do you have?
Your Result: OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)

You have odd obsessions that you cannot seem to control. You may even perform rituals to make you feel better. Counting and continuously obsessing over things happens frequently.
Unknown "Dark Angelis" Hopeless - 15 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

Is it true what they say,
are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown clouds our hearts today.
Come into my world,
see through my eyes.
Try to understand,
Don't want to lose what we have.

We've been dreaming
But who can deny,
It's the best way of living
Between the truth and the lies.

See who I am,
break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
this is not the end

Fear is withering the soul
at the point of no return.
We must be the change
we wish to see.
I'll come into your world,
see through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
before we lose what we have.

We just can't stop believing
Because we have to try.
We can rise above
Their truth and their lies.

I hear their silence
preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
if their power reigns?

This is not the end.
Unknown "Dark Angelis" Hopeless - 15 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

The world seems not the same,
though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
I have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
from the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
in the end it's worthwhile,
that the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realise
time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
have to trust it will be alright.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face
of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay
Unknown "Dark Angelis" Hopeless - 15 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

...And as darkness falls in the hallways of my heart
Creatures roam in the shadows of my soul
There they hunt,
and
There they pray
On memories of yesterday
As they feast on the things I no longer recall
The blackness in my mind grows tall
And as dark and dreary thoughts stalk my mind
I forget words that were spoken in kind
I forget that the sun again will shine
That light will once again be mine
I do not believe that I am not alone
All whom I cared for and loved has gone
Here I stand in the deserted alleys of my thought
And I count my friends and allays as naught
Here I weep in the chambers of my passion
Trying to muster courage, fear, hatred, aggression
Any thing!
Anything to make me feel
That the dark things in my mind are not real
That it is nothing but a very bad dream
Every time I hear a memory’s dying scream
That somewhere out there one spirit stands
With open, warm and welcoming hands
Willing to show me, to make me see
That life is worth living, if you’re living it free
But until that spirit, if it ever does, appear
I will be standing alone in my fear
Here in the vastness of my humanity
I will be standing doubting my sanity
I will wait patiently for that soul to come
And between us a mourning song will be sung
Which will not make the darkness leave this place
But make it a part of us in a cold embrace
And as darkness falls in the hallways of my heart
I’ll live with the creatures roaming in the shadows of my soul
And together we’ll hunt, together we’ll pray
On memories of yesterday…
Unknown "Dark Angelis" Hopeless - 15 years, 11 months, 2 days ago

"l have more love in me than u can understand...and a hatred above your comprehension.
If l cant have the one...l will indulge in the other"
Unknown "Dark Angelis" Hopeless - 15 years, 11 months, 28 days ago