An latest entry alr posted in my blog... ( www.wretch.cc/blog/leeadeline )

Is smth about...... hmmmmm, want to know? Go to my blog and read bah!! Something very touching... And, touch till you will surely CRY for me!!!~ LOL...


Unknown "Princess♥Ade" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 23 days ago

Thanks God....

Thank you for letting me to see myself in the life mirror...



Ade is a stupid, she's a stupid because she fall for you.....

Her close friends all said "he not your kind of tea, he shouldn't be your standard you like... But why you like?"

Ade answer is : "Because i'm blind for this period."

God, you let me see through this.... Finally......


Thank "you" for coming into my life... Thank "you" for your way of treating others better than me, and this is where and when i know i really should go away...

I don't know if i can make it... My words to you, i'm sorry.... What you sent to me, i will remember... You said friend..... I finally understand what is "friend" in your words....

Although i felt you treating others better than me, (this what i feel so)...

Maybe you might or you are keeping a distance away from me cos you might don't want to give me the wrong idea...

I understand.... If it's really so, THANKS....

You taught me a lesson..

If you think i'm talking nonsense, it's okay.... I am Adeline... The Adeline that belongs to herself....

Or if you think you had change your "feel" towards what you sent, the old Adeline that fall for you might be back, but let time takes it place.................. and we are still friends for now...... =))


Unknown "Princess♥Ade" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 23 days ago

No matter how much i tried, the heart is still living...

What else can i do to let the heart RIP?

At least a improvement of decreasing in heartache while a nos. of increasing in angry in the heart now....

Is it good for me or bad?



I think maybe now there's some friends thinking; "What happened to you Ade?"

My answer will be: -

Before you get hurt, you always tot you are very strong..

But after when you got into the first injure, you will then know you wasn't that strong or brave enough..

Until a repeating of injuries, you will start asking yourself, "Did i done smth wrong that caused me to suffer all these injuries"

When the answer tells you no, you did not... Now, who can help you to overcome w all this pain, and painful memories?

I really thinks that people who is heartless is so good.. I'm so jealous of them...

How much i wish i can be them or maybe i shall only stand inside my circle and looking at people around me while waiting for my RIP' day to come...................


Unknown "Princess♥Ade" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 23 days ago

Some of my friends was telling me that they are unable to go in to my blog... I don't know... So, maybe i gotta drop some of the recent entries i made in my blog (www.wretch.cc/blog/leeadeline) here whenever i have the time to do so... =))

So, keep tune wor!!~


Unknown "Princess♥Ade" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 23 days ago

Rest In Peace Adeline....


Sometimes, how much i wish i can Rest In Peace everytime when e hurting feeling attacked.

Maybe i should be heartless to all human whom are not worth for me to bother because heartache is really painful...

Life.... What is life to me now? I don't know.... I only can feel the pain inside.....

Seems like everything around me are nothing...

I always ask myself.... Why am i doing here? Why am i always get pushing around? Why???

I don't have a answer now...

Maybe i should go away for some time, till i found my way back to the shelf....


Another 4 more days to go, for me to decide if i should really go for the operation that Dr.Wee suggested...

Only thing i can do is, pray that the U/S report saw something abnormal... At least a guarantee for me, my parents and dr whether or not to decide if to undergo for the operation...

I already grown up, i know what to do, what i want... Although i don't have an answer right now or even a guide for me to follow....

Unknown "Princess♥Ade" Tired - 16 years, 5 months ago